Constant chaos. in Since OD is shutting down....

So there’s a filthy website my sperm donor frequents and I was made aware of a post he made yesterday regarding me. He was saying how I’m on there talking to people about him and keeping tabs and how I’m just this jealous, crazy stalker. I looked at it myself and pretty sure it has something to do with the new supply and him wanting to try and take me down with lies when I could destroy him with the truth.

My friend said how he was probably hoping I would see it and reach out to argue with him. I seriously could care less about him or whatever is going on in his life. I am busy trying to figure me out and take care of my daughter alone so that he can continue being a deadbeat.

I have never in my life seen someone so adamant about jealousy, rage, lies, and being a broken record. It’s like he has to convince himself that I want him and care about his private life when I don’t. It’s really crazy how someone that’s this mentally ill isn’t locked up where he belongs.

All I’m concerned about is if he were to drop my name or address to these people on this website and put my daughter and myself in jeopardy then I’m going to report this to the police. I am not going to deal with our privacy and safety being at risk for any fucking reason. I just wish I could move the fuck out of this place and never have to worry about any of this shit.

I don’t feel safe here and I seriously need to figure out how to get moved far enough away that he’s no longer a concern.