yeah so trust. or rather lack thereof. *evan thingy* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so on.........Sun. after having a bit, and then a bit more [to drink] Evan and I talked. we've been talking a lot lately. so I told him that last yr. when he was staying w/ me due to his insanely high sex drive at the time well. I was afraid he'd. you know do something to me. when he heard he was speechless. he's like 'that's the last thing I wanted to do'. yeah I know and I hated telling him that. like you don't even know. he's a really good guy. he didn't say anything else cause he didn't want to make it worse.

I've never been able to completely trust him since then. which i'd always known I just. didn't want to deal w/ it.