i tried but she didn't in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

ya know. I tried. to do what she wanted. to for instance be quiet in the kitchen so she could sleep. I tried to have things a certain way. for her. to stick to her schedule.

I put in a lot of effort for her. or at least more than she did. it's like she didn't care. enough to do that. and she should've being that it's actually literally her job and everything.

if she didn't care why should I. well but that's exactly why. bc she didn't. exactly bc she didn't.

what about trying for me. what about making things more comfortable for me. doesn't that matter. oh wait that's right.

it's like. I'm right here and she didn't even see me. what else did I have to do to make myself. heard. cause I did all I could think of to do.

well. ya know there was nothing else for me to do it was all on her. I guess I. expected more the biggest the main thing being that I'd be more comfortable there which I clearly wasn't not that I fully realised it at the time. as. I didn't and hadn't.

and yeah. yeah it's disappointing that she didn't.

i'm right here. and she didn't see me.