Struggling With MH in Journal 2021

Today was okay i guess. My mom screamed in my face but besides that it was okay.

My old house (great grandparents) is a hoarders den. Bugs, mice, etc probably reside. It made me so uncomfortable…

Really bad thoughts about loneliness. I want someone, anyone, to just say hi. Hello. ask if I am alright. But it will never happen.

They just all use me, even that friend I let read entires aloud to me. Lies, liars.

it hurts years later but I have to stay strong.

Last updated December 17, 2021