Revelations in Current Events

I am not on track. I don’t even know what my track is exactly but my inner guidance was a lot more clear than usual during this moment with Santos. I need to meditate on this. Not on the content he presented here, I knew most of it already but I need to meditate on the context it added to my journey.

I only want to serve God and the truth. To serve God I need only serve others. I want to serve them revelations, the truth. I want to help people expand because the more we expand the more the universe gets to expand. The more God gets to expand. What stands in the way is tradition. We all created our own personal traditions and do not want to change. We are spiritualizing our own prison. This journey is not for everyone, it cannot be. I cannot do the journey for anyone I can only inspire them to take that journey on their own and provide some guidance if need be. I’m not too sure how that will look just yet. I kind of do but I don’t want to rumble with that out loud yet, so to speak. I’m working on my own revelations. I need to double down on my learning and I have too much that I am trying to learn at once. Law, re-legion, the word of god etc.

These trying times feel like the apocalypse because it is. Apocalypse means unveiling. We just entered the Age of Aquarius, this is the revelations. One cannot pick the weeds too soon or you might pick the wheat. It’s getting pretty easy to see who the weeds are and who the wheat are. I saw a vision today and it showed me that there are two paths, light and dark. The lightworkers are here and it’s clear but we need shadow workers. I think that’s the path I am on. If that is even a thing. This collective consciousness has a lot of shadow work to do. We have a lot to bring to the surface to alchemize. A lot of karma to clean up. We have to accept the dark with the light, nothing is separate. We need balance. I’m being existential, I know. What I picture is the shadow worker bringing things to light for the lightworker to help heal. Both paths are healing, sort of thing.

All the visions I’ve had in the past, the dreams of biblical proportions have been coming true. For the world? Hard to say but in the storyline, I was given, many many years ago, we were given a choice. Either we save ourselves physically or we save ourselves spiritually. We weren’t able to save both in that storyline. In that timeline, I saved myself physically because I had faith in humanity and wanted to help them. Delusions of grandeur? Not really, I don’t have psychosis. The truth is just stranger than fiction and we were never taught how to develop our discernment. Just to accept information and obey. The consequences of that will be catastrophic. We earned it but we can fix it. Anyway, Santos brings up how the ingredient MRC-5 (continuous cell lines sourced from the lungs of a male baby that was violently murdered in the womb or shortly thereafter) is what will destroy the soul. We are still sacrificing babies over superstitious beliefs and then cannibalizing them. I didn’t think that I would hear another truther actually say that out loud. That was so nice to hear, the cannibalism aspect of what is happening I mean. Nobody wants to have that conversation because of political correctness. I was also pleased to hear him briefly bring up the flawed germ theory. That paradigm will be one of the hardest to flip. It’s a medical religion where heretics are cast into exile. We haven’t the self-esteem to be a heretic and question the $cience.

I like the way Santos described the surname. First of all, legalese is a different language. It sounds like English but if you ask the judge what language the court will be using during the trial they will not answer. This is because they are not using English. They are using legalese. A surname is a surety name and that name is not our property. It belongs to the Regis, the king. We were registered at birth. Once you state that name you have committed fraud. This system does not serve us because we do not have the status, standing, and capacity to use it. We have to prove to the court that we are alive. We all have the status of someone who is lost at sea and presumed dead. We are wards of the state. We can’t legally make the claim that we are alive because we are bankrupt. Our fiat currency disenfranchised us. If we get standing we can use the law of the land, which is the land of the living. We can use our constitutions and make this system solvent again. We just need 10% of us to take the power back. We’re going through the revelations first, so to speak. The old structures have to die, the banksters (the enemy) are hijacking our paradigm shift.

I’ve been looking at general readings for Capricorn, astrological, and tarot. They all have the same warning about a betrayal and a return of a situation for completion. It will be the cherry on top of the hell Capricorns have been put through in the last two years. Astrologically speaking, Capricorns have had been going through it the most since 2019. In 2022-2024 it is to be the golden years for Capricorns. Once Venus pours in, I think? This feeling of being in the eye of the storm is not making me feel any better about these readings. My anxiety is not out of control but it is still present.

I like this reading. He’s funny, I like his energy. His altar is dorky but I like the way he presents the information. He’s straight to the point, he doesn’t do sugarcoating. My Mercury is in Capricorn, that is how I prefer information. Short and practical. Fuck Shakespeare.

Whatever, I am looking forward to the end of my work week. I am spending the night at my sister’s tomorrow. I am going to have a movie night with my niece and nephew. We are going to watch Rise of the Gaurdians. It’s going to be quaint.

I really need to make it a point to meditate and reflect and get some clarity with myself this weekend. I always say this and then never do it. I let myself become radically distracted. I have to push through my negative Taurus ascendant aspects. The waiting to feel like it mentality has been the bane of existence. I’m never going to feel like it. That’s the kicker. I only want to do the things that I feel like doing right now. I out-picture this in Toni, a lot. She is a Taurus. I love Taurus women energy, I do. We all have negative aspects of course. Taurus is ruled by Venus who does not forget to give Taurean women beauty. That’s not just why I like them, it does help though because they take care of themselves and Capricorns want people to arrive in their lives already correct. I like how down-to-earth they are. Earth sign energy meet earth sign energy. I have a bias, of course. It’s my ascendant.

It’s late, I’m falling asleep as I type. Blah.