Derpina in Current Events

Yesterday I failed to commit to not buying myself something that I do not need. It was only $15. I found a tarot card deck and I got a emotional when I decided to pass on it so I bought it. It’s gorgeous. The price was gorgeous also and it came with a leaflet on how to read them. The psychology aspect is what I’m leaning into, not the mysticism. I will get insight on myself as I try to make sense of the cards, I assume. I don’t really want to do readings for others. If I get a tarot deck from my mother for Christmas then I will have one for my alter and one for travel.

I woke up and my cruel and unusual consciousness decided to playback my crime minister, Trudeau, pretending that everybody is excited to sign five year olds up for that lifelong experimental medical protocol they named a vaccine. That narcissist fake smile creeps me out. Austria is straight up talking about dumping the Nuremberg code altogether. We all adopted it after Bill Gates, I mean Josef Mengele, mercilessly subjected people and children to experimental medical protocols in Auschwitz. The people behind what happened there are still here, not that we can convince anybody to do any research and discover that the central banks are the enemy of humanity. If we wanted to know where this is all going this is it. Nazism.

Conspiracy theorists were ridiculed when we said concentration camps were coming but here we are. Australia is locking away people without a trial and concentrating them into camps and everybody is still committed to the propaganda that this is for their safety. Coronazis. #GermsDontCauseDisease

Anyway, I managed to get nuanced dialogue from a Christian in a comment section yesterday. We had a debate, neither of us will convince the other but I only do it to sway any others who read it. Usually these Christian loving people tell me I’m going to hell, I’m influenced by the devil, to shut up, that I need to die, that my people deserved it blah blah blah. The memories of my ancestors is in my DNA and they owe these re-legions nothing. I explain the obvious that the Bible they cherry-pick from to push narratives and agendas, the way leftists do, is using allegories and parables. It even tells you that it is. We shouldn’t need to explain to adults that people can’t walk on water, turn water into wine, support two of every animal on an arc etc.

Psalm 78:2
I will open my mouth in a parable: I will utter dark sayings of old

Mark 4:11
And he said unto them, Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the kingdom of God: but unto them that are without, all these things are done in parables

Proverbs 1:2
To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding

Galatians 4:24
Which things are an allegory: for these are the two covenants; the one from the mount Sinai, which gendereth to bondage, which is Agar

2 Corinthians 3:6
Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life.

Toni is making decorations for the Christmas tree I brought her. She spent the whole day on it. It’s nice to see her enjoying herself. She discovered how to play music on the tv from Amazon prime so I hid in my room. Friday’s are usually the days she has to herself, I crashed it. It’s okay I Bible studied, so to speak lol.

Once I learn how to read the Bible correctly I will deep dive into it. Learn it’s obvious hidden meanings. It’s dripping in astrology, it blows my mind that people just don’t see it. It’s Egyptian as fuck. The Lord’s Prayer is in the Esmerald tablets of Thoth for Christ sake. Christians do their own fact-checking and push the darnedest little conspiracy that the devil put it there to trick us. These people are demented. They call me delirious because I don’t agree to believe that burning bushes can speak, that a literal woman was made from the rib of a man, that a sea split open, that we had white people with names like Mary and Paul in ancient Palestine.

I still don’t know what to do with all of this knowledge just yet. I’m obligated to teach it. I only want to serve god and the truth. To serve god we need only serve others. Not in the counterfeit Christian way where we serve our salvation. Imagine needing the world to have homeless people to feed so that you can become a good Christian. Can my social anxiety handle me putting myself in harms way by telling the truth? From my gulag and covid camp? Lol

Whatever, I don’t know what I’m going to do today exactly. Oh! I’m going to that shop with Bev later. The witch one. I’m looking for eucalyptus, lavender, and sage. If anything else speaks to me maybe I’ll get it. I don’t actually have an altar yet, I just recognized that I had all of the ingredients for it. That it is what I have been assembling this whole time without realizing it. Blah blah blah - Greta Thunberg.