Existential Ramblings of a Medical Heretic in Current Events

I picked up a shift yesterday. Overtime is only offered twice a year for my team. I wasn’t really feeling up to driving across the city to do an IKEA run with Toni after my shift but I really wanted Toni to spoil herself with some furniture for her room. She is living out of storage totes.

On Friday, I grabbed groceries after my shift and then splurged and got a big bottle of whiskey. I don’t even drink hard liquor but I’ve been craving whiskey on ice. It warms me up but hits me hard. It goes down like kool-aid. I just want something to help me unwind. Toni is going to take me to one of those cannabis stores and help me find something to get me going without having to smoke anything. So far I’ve only tried the tea. I’m lame, I don’t even do cannabis. I don’t like being high because I don’t feel in control but with all the esoteric studies that I am doing, cannabis is a big deal. Makes us more human, it can feed us, clothe us, heal us etc.

When we got home she went to task on building her dresser situation. I made us supper and we listened to Lilith fair realness and got drunk. It was a quaint evening.

I also never thought I would be that guy who keeps bringing up astrology. It all just clicked the other day. I guess I’m turning into an astrologist. I need to know it to continue my esoteric studies. Everything is written in those stars. Cosmology, biology, psychology, chemistry, physics, it’s all in there. It goes against everything we were lead to believe. Everything we identify as real is designed to keep us away from our heritage, we all spoke the word of god, Astro logos; astrology. It told us our true nature and the powers that be want us as far away from our true nature as possible. They’re hijacking our physiology right now to take it all the way by regulating our genome. Society has fallen so from grace and god, who is nature, that we call eating correctly dieting. Moving correctly is exercise. Poisoning ourselves is healing. Everything is inverted man.

I am still feeling down and out about my finances. I can’t get ahead because I keep running into trouble. Ok, I keep putting myself in trouble. My car needed repairs. This apartment needed everything. I still have to try and get a new mattress and sort out my computer. I see that Alienware does financing, it feels like I am going to shoot myself in the foot with that one. I had nothing last year, I lost it because I wasn’t an essential worker. I think that I will apply for a line of credit. It feels dangerous because my mother regretted doing that one. I feel I will be smart about it.

I’ve applied at a few places for a second job and aside from that one interview nothing seems to be coming of it. I could try harder but I can also learn how to become an investor and make a second income that way. It’s a lot to learn, I’m financially illiterate and it overwhelms me and it bores me but once I get into it I will master it. I master everything I set my mind to. Just as my birth chart says.

Of course there is that existential threat of that manufactured cyber pandemic. The central banks want to target the digital economy next. They ran out of plot with con-19, they’re building two narratives right now. Smallpox and climate change. They want us locked down for as long as possible but Trump did ruin that and force them to rush their agenda. It’s sloppy. The media cult won’t believe anything is real until their news says so. It’s very Plato’s allegory of the cave. These people like the chains on their wrists, they’re in an abusive relationship with media, politicians and healthcare and can’t see it. They are being hurt, then blamed and then told they still need news, governing, and toxic medicines.

People are reacting to the smallpox narrative, missing vials and random FDA approval of Bill Gates (Josef Mengel incarnate) vaccines for it. There is nothing to be afraid of, virology is not a real science. Germs don’t cause disease, those vaccines do. My country just diagnosed somebody with climate change. The propaganda is legitimatizing it. The captured Supreme Court in India officially suggested climate lockdowns. It’s ridiculous, maybe a climate lockdown will wake up the last of us? They’re absolutely dumb and pathetic enough to believe we are in lockdowns because of a bowl of soup so these creeple will probably commit to the climate lockdown propaganda also. Like, we are earnestly believing that healthy people are carrying diseases? This is the first time we are claiming that and nobody is questioning it. There is no science, none. It’s not out there. Nobody has discovered a virus and replicated disease with it. Immunology and virology are pseudoscience. It’s all a repurposed system of priestcraft and the propaganda is just sophisticated as fuck. Germ theory is enticing because it lets everyone play their favourite role of victim.

I still just want to cry randomly when I think about the targets on children’s backs for this experimental medical protocol they’re misrepresenting as a vaccine. They’re going to target babies soon enough. My friends sister just miscarried after getting the shot but everybody is blaming her body. She is even apologizing to her husband because she thinks it’s her fault. It absolutely is because she had a responsibility to be intelligent and research what the doctors are doing to her and her baby but it wasn’t her body. That’s the sick game those doctors play, they have a knowledge deficit about vaccines on purpose. They’re in a cult, they will not look at any study that questions their medical Bible. Our bodies don’t have an immune system, that’s all superstition. Viral possession and guardian angel antibodies? Can’t believe I fell for that shit also. We have a sophisticated detoxification system that will not fail us if we just leave it alone. Doctors target babies bodies before they’re even born. These medical priests are radicalized fundamentalists that are hurting humanity. They’re dangerous. They’re not even points of authority, they’re not priests. We make our own medical choices, how did we let this happen?

We are using children as a shield to protect narcissist fundamentalist adults against viral possession. These people don’t love themselves, they’re not victims they earned their underlying conditions because they suck at health and life. Germ theory does not have the science to back any of their claims, when you discover the real cause of disease you will see that what I am saying is not hyperbole. We are failing to protect ourselves from toxaemia and failing to manage our deficiencies and the icing on the disease cake is that we run to these medical priests to shutdown symptoms every time our bodies express illness. All that toxic waste will be stored away from vital organs, into your fat cells, bones, joints or into a random spot until it does start storing into vital organs wreaking havoc all over your body. Giving big pharma more symptoms to sell treatments for. I wish people could just wake up and see what healthcare is! We are not wearing masks over our eyes. 80% of people dying from this virus demon have obesity, that’s the real disease right there. Loud and clear. Are people with a preventable, treatable, reversible disease victims? No!!! We can’t feed the narcissist victim narratives! We are enabling self-harm. I just saw a 200 pound child last week, children are the only victims.

I keep picturing my niece and nephew with their first flus when they were babies. Mucus pouring out of their eyes. They didn’t catch anything, they were poisoned by vaccines. Their little bodies detoxed what it could. My sister ran to their medical priest for salvation thinking that they were trying to help. They’re not, they’re in a radicalized medical cult. My niece got her regular vaccines a few months ago and I said to my sister, “in a month or two she will present as having a flu but it’s the body detoxing the vaccine.” What do we think happens after we put heavy metals and chemicals into the body? It all has to come out. Everything we refuse to care about that is in our food, water and air has to come out. She sees the logic and reason behind terrain theory but she still refuses to accept it. She’s afraid to question the science, everyone is in a medical religion and too afraid to see it.

The propaganda is trying to legitimize it too look normal for children to have heart attacks and strokes. “Heart attacks are normal for this age.” Teens are dropping dead everywhere from Josef Mengel’s shots. I mean Bill Gates, that sweet old man who is only trying to help. This vaccine will absolutely kill more children than any “flu virus demon” could ever dream of. You only believe in using it if you’re into child sacrifice. We are doing this to protect useless adults who just suck at life. There is not even anything to be protected from. Blimey it’s all superstition. “Don’t forget to donate your children’s organs.” It said on a poster for the shots. This is absolute child sacrifice for $cience. The formula for children, the “vaccines”, contain drugs to help prevent heart attacks. That is available for discovery online if you have modernized and learn how to be digitally literate. We can inform ourselves. Of course media heretics are blasphemers. What does this special formula tell us about the vaccines then? Just rub a couple aluminum-free brain cells together and produce an original thought… it tells us that they know these products are causing heart attacks. Who ordered the covert depopulation?

It’s like, I wish we could get a biblical flood to wipe out all us adults. Maybe if viruses were real? We fucked up. We fucked up bad. Children don’t stand a chance and they deserve better but we just keep fucking up. We were dumb fucks from dumbfuckastan that got comfortable being ignorant and now the next generation is being robbed of everything under the sun. We didn’t want to live consciously we just wanted someone to do the thinking for us and us being cognitively hijacked is fucking up everything. It disgusts me that people want to go back to normal. Those absent extra chromosomes can see that the old normal was not working at all for a second. It only served Gen X so naturally they want to cleave to the old paradigm which is gone forever.

We’ll see how this genocide works out. Looks like they’re building a narrative in America to remove Kamala and install Hillary Clinton who will replace dementia Biden. She’ll finish what she was suppose to start and lead us all into a nuclear war. That’s what China and the central banks wanted in the first place. World War 3 started in 2020 but the majority of Gen X still thinks that their politicians and their media is telling them the truth. My god, these people are so absolutely useless. I saw a clip from that documentary pushing propaganda about Fauci, he was virtue signalling about ignoring individual rights because we are a danger to ourselves and each other. Pro government people are narcissists, they are codependent and need to be parented. “Yes daddy govern me harder.” They wouldn’t recognize tyranny if it locked them down, transferred their wealth, forced them into a medical experiment and masked their face.

John at work is caving and getting the gene therapy. He can’t cope with hiding that he isn’t from his friends. I have self-esteem so I don’t care what they think. He won’t have to be so tortured anymore at least. His wife is “fully vaccinated”. The only thing that the vaccinated elites have in common with the unvaccinated heretics is that both societies will never ever be fully vaccinated. This man was spiraling. “Who is to say that I don’t cave?” I said unto him. I’m prepared to detox that garbage out if they force it into me. There is a naturopath with a unique set of skills I want to visit in the town next to mine actually. I’ll discuss this with her.

There is talk of arresting the medical heretics that won’t accept the mRNA trans gene as their lord and saviour. This vaccine inquisition is not going that well, they need to go full Nazi. It blows my mind that Canada re-elected Trudeau. However, it’s better to go with the devil you know. Everyone in parliament here is serving agenda-21 so it doesn’t matter. We just need 10% of us to pull out of this foreign system and return to the law of the land. It’s not going to happen, they flooded our country with foreign nationals to water down our patriotism. Well played. If I see one more Italian flag or “no farmers no food”… I won’t care. It’s whatever. I should move to Caucasia, Denmark and Sweden aren’t playing pandemic. While I’m there I’ll demand equal representation of native Americans lol live like a lefty. God leftists are so dumb.

Blah blah blah - Greta Thunberg