"INSIDE THIS LABYRINTH" in "RESTLESS: POETICALLY-SPEAKING"

This solid ground is a silhouette.

The comfort zone feels like the weakest bet.

Where do I go from here?

Will they remember me if I disappear?

Forever is an absurd concept,

when there are things they can’t or won’t accept.

I’m on a constant flight of uncertainties.

Will I get to a place where I can just be me?

You say I need to stand my ground.

You believe good things will always come around.

Well, I’ve done more than what I’ve challenged myself for.

What if it’s already time to walk out this door?

No, I’m not a quitter.

You should know me better.

I’ve been thrown away back and forth

often by the same, old reality.

This has nothing to do with my negativity.

I’ll be alright.

I’ll find a way to be great with all my might...

R.

(Jakarta,11/5/2014 – 2:00 pm)