Decent in Current Events

My week was pretty decent. I didn’t let this third world war too far into my consciousness. I managed to create some distance from the existential dread. Also, Toni was sick last weekend and hasn’t had a drop of alcohol all week. I was wondering why I felt like I had my friend back. We’ve been getting along in the way that I always thought we would after moving in together. We spent our evenings streaming Midnight Mass on Netflix. That series was very well done.

It is nice that I don’t feel like I am walking on eggshells when I’m home. Now it’s just the usual petty stuff that isn’t a huge deal. Do I make it a big deal in my mind anyway? Of course! I still feel like I am her mother. She tried to convince me that she doesn’t eat big meals. She presented that as if she is special and unique but that is not the case. I watch her spoil her appetite by snacking before dinner every single time. It drives me nuts because it would be nice to have snacks when the time comes that you want an evening snack. It would be nice if we didn’t have too many leftovers that go bad in the fridge. Just wait for your damn supper child! As soon as I start to cook she will be in the kitchen rummaging around because the smell made her hungry and she has zero control over her impulses like a child. Whatever lol. What I absolutely hate is that she likes to eat late and I just roll with it. I hate eating after 7 pm. It’s not healthy so I will just go with my timing. Screw her childness.

What a boring entry, woot!

John is creating a toxic environment at work. That Gen Xer can inform himself now that I helped him modernize and become digitally literate enough to do so. He knew the news was fake and that something was going on but now he knows what is going on. He is caught up and won’t stop talking about the truth which is not something the normies like to experience. I’ll try and talk to him on Monday about it. Tally’s day was ruined because her aunt in BC is “dying” from con-19 and John is talking about how the pandemic is fake news. Her aunt was medically kidnapped by con-19 protocols. She was put into a coma and on a respirator after a positive, fraudulent, PCR test. She is likely on that non-FDA-approved medication that is not approved because it has a high risk of causing kidney failure which leads to pneumonia but because she is unconscious she is unable to communicate any kidney failure symptoms. If she dies it will be from pneumonia but autopsies are forbidden and doctors only see one disease now. We will never know what her aunt actually needed because she was diagnosed with viral possession instead of whatever she went to the hospital for. These hospitals get their government subsidies, the media gets their stats to spoon-feed the masses, the government gets to continue to pretend that communism is how we cure the flu and the normies get to play their role of being the victim. Everybody wins except for the truth.

When Linda ranted about this on the ride home I bit my tongue. John doesn’t think con-19 is real bah baah baaaah. Germ theory is a hoax, it’s all superstition. Germaphobes are idiots. There is no logic or reason that can work on these creeple. They’re a medical cult, a religion. Mainstream healthcare is an obvious repurposed system of priestcraft. There is nothing new under the sun. I’ll just tell John that there is nothing left to debate. There is no one left to wake up. If they haven’t figured it out by now they never will. If the germaphobes are right then those radicalized anti-vaxxers will die from con-19 and the world will have fewer idiots. Great! If the “anti-vaxxers” are right then those who agreed to a medical experiment will die from toxemia and “antibody” dependence enhancement and the world will have fewer idiots. Great! We just need to wait this out and see who is right. I can relate to Tally, a little bit, because I watched what the clot shots did to my grandmother. Then I went to work to hear people talk about how anti-vaxxers need to be rounded up and put to death if they don’t take it. Nazism is here and people are too cognitively hijacked by the news to see it. All of our true characters are starting to show. I am still shocked that we are a society that is still cannibalizing babies for healthcare. That we are using children as a shield, as a child sacrifice, to protect adults who suck at health and life. A perfectly healthy sixteen-year-old boy died while in his Zoom class after his second dose. No media attention so it’s just conspiracy, naturally. I can’t with these normies.

On my breaks, I was wearing my headphones to tune their Nazi-style rhetoric out but now I just hijack all of the conversations so we can discuss absolutely anything else. If possible. Whatever. This too shall pass. It’s just hard not to hate these covidiots. They’re co-dependent and ignorant like children. We get a lot of people in our store who do not wear masks because Health Canada does not make laws. Laws are not passed through the lips of our politicians. We still serve those without masks because it even says to in these “mandates” and it’s so funny to watch the covidiots call out those who are not in their cult for not wearing a face covering. These creeple are playing science says. Science says to cover your nose! Science says don’t stand too close! Now go for a walk! Uh-oh, I didn’t say science says! RIP Australia.

Anyway, I put a lot of the things I want to do on the backburner. I like to do those when I’m alone and I’m never alone. Toni actually went out last night. I started the new season of You and then went to bed just after nine because I’m old people. My version of sleeping in still wakes me up before 6 am.

I am still trying to grow my ability to read a birth chart. Especially the way that Santos Bonacci does. I enjoyed this discussion about my star sign, the more I learn about my birth chart the more I make sense to myself. It’s so bizarre. It’s science fiction to those who still have their subconscious hijacked. To hijack our subconscious and put us into hypnosis they expose us to endless cartoons of what they want us to fundamentally believe as adults before we are seven. Then all of the propaganda will confirm every bias they have and they will experience cognitive dissonance whenever somebody tells them the truth. We will commit to the propaganda because we do not have the courage to question our beliefs. We are a society that outsources all of our needs and as a result, the world is rife with normies who have no introspection or metacognition and just react to everything. They’re zombies. It’s like that scene in that documentary the Matrix when Neo is plugged back in after waking up and everybody else was just a zombie and oblivious. Anyway, this is the discussion about the mysterious Capricorn. When I say that I am not bitter, just unsweetened, it turns out to be the truth as a sign heavily ruled by Saturn.