Inverse in Current Events

It was a draining week at work. The store has massive staffing problems which is affecting my team because customers are fucking stupid. They are setup to win and help themselves but their brains turn off as soon as they see someone working. I was so gagged yesterday because one of these freaks actually grabbed my leg while I was on a ladder to get my attention. That’s how needy these people are. I can hardly blame them because the store is suppose to staff associates for customer support and they all suck. Ok, there are a few good ones but we even have management who will walk away like they owe customers money. My team is only supposed to be servicing products, not people.

Yesterday I got to play in the Halloween showroom by myself. That is the assignment I have been waiting for. I wanted to commit to having a good day. I feel bad that I was avoiding John as much as possible because I don’t want to polarize with politics and the medical tyranny that the COVID communism. John did get a physical from his doctor to have proof that he is in good health so nobody can gaslight him and blame his body should a vaccine change that. His doctor refuses to accept the mRNA messiah as his lord and savior. He is not in that cult. He confirmed all of John’s concerns and issues with it. He can see, clearly, that this vaccine is hurting people. For every life saved, 2-5 people died from the shot and even more were injured. The FDA is even approving medication for children to stop blood clots. Children… blood clots… this means nothing to the covid commies.

Anyway, Johns doctor said that a licensed one is on the way. He believes it to be a lot safer and will take that one and recommended it to John. The government is sending these experimental products out with no information. We cannot give informed consent because they are intentionally building that knowledge deficit. Just trust the science in big pharmas name amen. We are being herded into a new system of priestcraft and it is so obvious. Humanity needs to wake up out of that trance already.

I read the stores policies yesterday, it does not support a vaxpass. I have some documents I am ready to prepare as a preemptive strike. Just trying to get our HR to say that the company recognizes specific inalienable rights that I possess. Also, religious exemptions still apply in my province but we will see if anyone respects that. I’m not in a re-legion but it still goes against my spirit ritual to cannibalize babies via a syringe.

My bestie, Leanne, started her rapid testing yesterday. She has seizures because of a vaccine injury. Will this medical messiah be safe to take with her medication? There is no data. Her boyfriend had a piece of his brain removed because of a vaccine injury, he is not taking any of them every again. His pineal gland by the way. He understands the significance of that and it devastates him periodically. I have nerve damage from a vaccine injury but nothing as bad as those two. Also allergies which I’ve never had before. Anyway, her boyfriend is a full-send truther, also a veteran with PTSD so that is a toxic mix for him. He knows germ theory is a hoax and that these products do nothing but create disease so that big Pharma can sell their medicine. We are being farmed for capital. We are so far from being able to have that conversation. Nobody wants to break their illusion of control and safety.

Anyway, Toni went out on Thursday and I spent the evening cleaning the apartment. Friday morning I wake up and see that she left her dishes on the counter. It’s not a big deal but it triggered me anyway. What does she expect to happen after that? She literally leaves it for me. I’m not her mother. Because that triggered me absolutely everything that is built up inside me hit me. I calculated how much she owes me for groceries and it’s not a small number. She is going to be upset and I’m just going to respond “right? It DOES suck to have to spend that much on groceries for two.” This will be the second time I receive money from her for that. We will see what happens.

She has been very good this last week or so because she quit drinking. She is still emotionally incontinent and cannot control her moods which makes her a toxic person to be around. She is so frustrating and I cannot supply her emotionally needs on top of everything else. I am not her mother. I make jokes with Linda, a coworker I carpool, that I need to get a parenting book for dummies. Anyway, she got home late last night. I went to bed just after she got home right before 10. I can see that she drank almost an entire bottle of wine. It’s Friday, she doesn’t work today so why not? I don’t want to assume the worst here. Anyway, I won’t be able to parent her if I get a second job. I will hear back from that store by the end of next week if I get hired.

I am aiming to teach myself one of the final pieces of the puzzle that I need to learn. Currency. I need to learn how to invest in it also. A childhood friend reached out to me on FB a couple of years ago. We went out to lunch, he wanted me to join his group of other guys I went to high school with and what they do is invest in currency. It felt like a pyramid scheme but they share how much they make somedays. The federal reserve notes that we use is monetized debt and bankrupt people cannot make legal claims. I need to change my status and standing so that I can be solvent. It’s complicated.

My trinity that I focus on, thus far, in the rabbit hole is the Word of God, the Civicus and Healthcare. The Word of God is at the bottom of the rabbit hole. It is astrology and it tells us of our true nature and how to become a singularity. The Civicus is the Matrix, the 3D, the great hologram that we are all bringing to life for the enemy that is has been enslaving us for thousands of years. Healthcare, terrain theory refutes germ theory and makes it crystal clear that big Pharma is a repurposed system of priestcraft that we are being herded into. Currency is another that I need to add to the pile. It is the control.

Everything is inverted, everything we believe is a lie. They made the sky the sea and the land the citizenships, they made the cure the disease and the disease the cure and they made the word of god evil and the word of man gospel. We are spiritualizing our own prison and the only way out is in. Waking up out of the trance is like that scene in the matrix when Neo plugs back into the Matrix after waking up and everybody is just a NPC and a program and asleep. This journey is not for everyone, it cannot be. We always need contrast but it takes strong will and self-esteem to do it. Not everybody has the courage to go inside themselves. Especially when their bible says not to because it will make room for the devil.

My boss yesterday hit the nail on the head. I don’t agree to believe in coincidences anymore and it felt like I was being given a confirmation or something. She said to someone, while I was next to her in the office doing computer work, that “working is something we invented to serve the global economy.” She explained it in more detail to who she was talking to but yes! She was explaining how it is not natural to be working to make other people rich. If she only knew what is being done to us. We are not meant to be identifying with things that are not representative of reality. We are bringing this system to life. We are weapons of mass creation. The NPC’s, the normies, will never wake up out of that trance. They cannot expand their consciousness enough to stretch their imagination wide enough to see what can even be true.

Blah, anyway, it is Saturn day and I usually try to reserve that for studying the word of god. Today I meet up with my sister at a park to have a picnic with my niece and nephew. I also have a few books I want to buy online and stuff. Blah