THE STRUGGLE IS REAL in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY

I am over weight i know i am over weight
The scales tell me
My clothes tell me
My reflection tells me
My body and health tells me
But do you think i want to commit to losing weight

In theory yes
But in practise no

On the one side i am telling my self i should be losing weight
Its the biggest ive been even when i was having my kids i was never this big
My health is suffering my bones and joint cant take it
I struggle to put my sock on in the mornings or tie my shoe laces
I even struggle to walk up the stairs or hills because i am so out of breath
And just generally i dont like the way it makes me look
I did think to me self if i am not careful i will look like something on this 600lb life

But then on the other hand i am thinking
Is it worth the bother and the effort
Do you want to spend the rest of your life living on rabbit food
Do you want to spend the rest of your life denying yourself all the nice food like cake
Can you be bothered to stick to it because i know you, you get bored very quickly
Can you be really bothered at all to do it or are you just too lazy

Is it going to take a serious medical issue for you to sit up take notice and do something about it
Maybe more than likely

Its time you had a serious word with yourself sort your self out lose some weight and get a fucking life