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everything sorted out! :) - 6/6/2005

A pregnant lady walked into a bank in the middle of a robbery, and was shot three times in the stomach. She was rushed to the hospital and asked if the triplets would be ok the doctor said they will pass the bullet in nine years.

Nine years pass and one of the boys came home from school and said, "Mommy, mommy, I shit a bullet!" and she said "That is normal."

Then another boy came out of the bathroom and said "Mommy, Mommy, I pissed a bullet!" and she said, "That is completely normal."

The third boy came downstairs and said "Mommy, Mommy, I was jacking off and shot the dog."

Everything is sorted out!  Luke got home from work last night in a really bad mood, and I was worried.  I tried to make small talk, asked him how work was.  He replied, 'shithouse'.  Anyway, I tried to hug him and he kinda pushed me away, but as he slumped in the chair, and I made my way to bed, I knelt next to him and said, "I love you and I'm always here for you."  That's all I said, and I went to bed.  I layed there for a little while, then I heard him turn out the lights and the music on the computer and the tv, and he came to bed and laid there.  I rolled over away from him, and after some time of us laying there and rolled over and hugged me.  From that point on everything was great.  We had probably the biggest D&M we've ever had.  We talked about everything that was wrong and explained how both of us were hurting.  I was so proud of Luke for being able to talk about this, despite all the shit he's going through.  Basically he was pissed at me because the entry I wrote, he felt like I was telling all of you guys who read this, how much of a bad person he was.  I explained to him that was not true, and that my diary is a place I go to to express my thoughts.  Some of them make sense, a lot don't, and it's where I can try to make sense of things.  I apologised to him and said I was so sorry.  I am really sorry.  Basically to cut a short story short, we sorted everything out.  He accepted and realised that my diary is a space to clear my head and not to take everything so seriously.  I mentioned to him that the entry he read would've had to have been one of the worst he could've posibly read, and that I'd written so many others that were praising how much of a great boyfriend he is.  Those who are long-time viewers of my diary will know that and can back me up.  I'm so proud of him.  He explained to me that the reason he didnt want me in the house saturday night was, yes, because he was mad at me, but also because he couldn't handle all of the problems that were going on at once, and needed time to clear his head.  I told him that I was scared of him, and I'd never been scared of a boyfriend before.  He asked why, I told him why, I asked why, he told me why.  I apologised for being selfish, because I really was.  His nan is way more important than our relationship. Gosh, both of us felt SO relieved at the end of the conversation, especially me, i had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.  I told Luke never to ever doubt that I don't love him, because I do with all my heart, he's my definite angel.  Thank GOD that's over!

I had a fantastic day today.  Last night, on  spur of the moment decision, I went online and booked my accommodation and my flight to Melbourne!  i still can't believe I did it.  Luke said to me sultry last night (before our D&M), "I see you're going to Melbourne", from all the printouts on the computer desk.  I said yeah i am.  I'm nervous about it.  The fact I know no-one there is really scary, but the fact that I'm stepping out of my comfort zone is quite exciting as well.  I'm flying on Jetstar and I leave this Thursday.  yes, THIS Thursday.  I really didn't give myself that much time, but then again I have.  I've got 2 days left, and wednesday I'll spend packing and making sure I have everything.  I'm not going to take that much.  I'm only staying there for 6 nights, and I'm satying right in the city centre at a backpacker's.  backpacker's are great.  i stayed in one when i went to Perth.  I'm only paying $20 a night in a 4-person dorm, so I may be spending it with complete strangers.  Oh well, I'm looking forward to it!  As long as I have somewhere to sleep.  I have to take my digital camera.  Melbourne airport is so far from the city!  It's gunna cost $80 by taxi one way, or (the way im choosing), $14 by bus.  Bit nervous about that.  my flight arrives at 2:20pm on Thursday afternoon, and my check-in time i requested is 3pm.  I'm really thinking I have to change that as I don't think I'm going to make it in time.  I'll do that soon.  Costs $10 to modify the time, i mean what a gip.

So Luke and I are all happy again.  God I don't think I've had so much sex in one day in my life as I have today.  Luke's lucky, he can cum and he ready to go again in like 2 minutes.  Me on the other hand, I take like an hour or so, so i have trouble keeping up with him.  Nah it's cool, im just joking.  Luke told me he's a very sexual person when we first started going out, and that i might have to beat him off with a stick.  haha, he's so funny.  Anyway Luke and I had the most amazing day today.  Last night during our D&M, luke told me he was taking one weeks compassionate leave from work, so he could hopefully get a way down to Albury to see his nanna, who is on her death-bed.  He was coping so well today although i know he's scared shitless. So we realised that with him leaving for a week tonight, and me leaving for Melbourne on Thursday, that we won't see each other until Wednesday next week!  Luke and I have never spent any more than 2 days apart from each other since we started going out over 5 months ago.  This is going to be hard, and as Luke walked out the door tonight, he took his teddy with him I gave him.  I'm taking the teddy he gave me to Melbourne.  So because of that, we decided to go have fun for the day.  This morning, we went to the coffee club at aspley for breakfast.  That was so great.  Luke and I get along like a house on fire.  It's like we're best friends the way we act sometimes.  But then again we are :)  After that we went home and had sex for the 2nd time that day, then decided to go ten-pin bowling.  now THAT was fun.  We went to the one at Aspley, which has a unique set-out.  The lady behind hte counter gave me cheap games, so i bought 3.  The first game, Luke kicked my ass.  The second game, Luke JUST overtook me on the final bowl, beating me by two points, and the 3rd game (you can see where this is going), yep, i kicked his ass.  He was still skiting about how he beat me 2-1, but hey.  We came home, had sex again and played tennis for quite some time.  Luke got really upset because he just bought a brand new tennis racquet, and out of anger he hit it on the ground, and broke it.  Gosh he was so upset with himself.  I looked at it and realised it wasn't broken, but mainly just a crack that's noticable, but it is still very playable.  So he used it, and was upset with a few shots because the racquet has lost a lot of speed because of the crack.  i felt so sorry for him, i mean he's had the racquet for a week, and it's not the new racquet he paid for now, and this guy can't just throw away money like that.  He's a great guy.  I'm glad I managed to make him feel better.  Then I think we had sex again, after talking to the gardener about fixing our glass door and ceiling fan in the unit.  He was really nice.  I found it quite funny cos i had left the sceen door open and was Lukey and I were yelling at each other "Darlin'!' cos we were wrestling on the bed - the gardener would have heard all of it.  Hahahaha.  Oh well so there's a couple of queers in the park, I'm sure he'll get over it :P

So Luke just walked out the door.  I helped carry some of his stuff to his car.  We hugged each other goodbye in the carpark.  Gosh I'm gunna miss him.  He said he's gunna contact his friend in Melbourne and see if he can meet up with me somewhere.  That was really nice of him.  I just know when I get home next Wednesday I won't be able to let him go.  He's an absolute adonis and I love him.  Take care guys!

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I am glad everything is now ok!

luvs ya loads, [~Lea~] 6/6/2005 7:27:36 AM

Phew! Good to see you back to normal again. I was getting a fair bit worried!

Why are you going to Melbourne? Any reason in particular, or just for the experience? Just curious:). Enjoy! [dysfunctional_faerie] 6/6/2005 8:15:06 AM

yes i know what all those moments are like...when one person feels the wrong way about something but its totally not the case...i am so happy for you that everything is back to normal and happy and everything is fine...it would be great to get away for a lil while to totally clear your head and be free for a week and to just enjoy life with no stres or fear...i hope you have an awesome day!!! [mymindslife] [p] 6/6/2005 10:44:12 AM

ps call me dumb but whats d&m?? [mymindslife] [p] 6/6/2005 10:44:40 AM

I love your fp what you say.. and DAMN!!! your fine :D [Valkara] 6/6/2005 11:02:33 AM

::enormous sigh of relief:: I am SOOOOOO glad that the two of you are back to having things great again. I was getting really worried because I had no idea what was going to happen. But yay for make up sex!!! Hahahahaha...oh wow... Yeah, that whole bit about "trying to keep up," totally made me laugh, lol! Take care and I'll talk to you soon! Hugs,

-Chris [Ethereal Remains] 6/6/2005 2:04:58 PM

glad everything is ok...

Thanks for the notes, your such a sweetie.

glad that your going on a trip..I want to go to see ya. [fries] 6/6/2005 2:08:33 PM

yay, "and the prince and prince lived happily ever after" of course modified to fit real life, but what fun you had afterwards! Best wishes to Luke's nan!

whats a D & M? [Interpreter of Life] 6/6/2005 4:09:52 PM

so.... much.... sex......... im glad everythings back to normaaal,

oh.. and... is it winter time there? just wondering... and.... when you flush your toilet... which way does the water swirl...? BLAT! [penfifteen] 6/6/2005 4:21:45 PM

RYN: Heyy! Thanks for the note. I usually am honest with myself when it comes to favorites only entries, since not many people can see it. But I'm glad to hear that everything is fine now between you and Luke.

I admire the way you let everything out and have no regrets. Keep up the good work, and you're gonna have to tell me how to make the box on the right of the entries.

See you!

-James [xNO:TOLERANCE:4Ux] 6/6/2005 4:25:17 PM

Hi Matt and thanks for the note. I just gotta tell you that you are one hot sexy guy. And it's really great that you and Luke worked it all out. Talking in a relationship is really important. And I know what you meanabout cumming. Brian can really shoot a big load then in 15 minutes he ready to go again. But I love it. Hey, I added you to my favorites. Again thanks for the note.

Much love,

Ben [Taste The Rain Bow] 6/6/2005 6:52:02 PM

Gosh, I wish I got laid as much as you do. lol, I'm glad you and Luke are good again! Have fun in Melbourne! [h*danielle] 6/6/2005 7:33:25 PM

I'm so glad things turned out. And it's good that he's going to see his grandma. I knew everything would be fine. But I'm glad to hear it. [Orange Blossom] 6/6/2005 8:07:01 PM

Yay for sorting things out! Melbourne isn't that far away from Albury, only a couple hours. I went to Albury last year when I went to Melbourne. Have fun in Melbourne! Take lots of warm clothes, it'll be really cold there. You'll be leaving just as I'm getting there (Wednesday/Thursday) [frangipani] 6/7/2005 2:32:41 AM

Awww so good that everything got sorted!!!! Really happy for you! [x2c] 6/7/2005 5:16:31 AM

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