Happy Birthday To Me in Help Me Please

Back in 1963 at 4:58 AM today I was born and started my life. I wish I had the memories of me aging but I only remember me at about 5 or 6 and it’s the weird things I remember like my mom blow drying my hair for an hour and a half each time. And I sort of remember going to Kindergarten. But the weirdest one is I don’t remember my brother till he was 6 and I was 8 because that summer he went into the hospital for his colitis.

I wish with every year that passes that age becomes obsolete and we just never age or get older. maybe the aging process needs to stop at 29?

The one thing I do miss is the family gatherings and the celebrations because now a days family just doesn’t care really if it’s your birthday or anything else. And some family members don’t even remember when your birthday is because they are either stuck up or just don’t care. Just until recently I use to say happy birthday to all of my relatives but then they forgot about my birthday so I stopped reaching out to them. And the funny thing is they are so shocked that I remember their birthdays and tell me that it was nice of me to remember them on their special day. And the rest of the year they don’t even ask how I am doing or tell me about their life and what is going on. I really don’t like how people are behaving and how they have stopped caring about family. it seems the only time you see your whole family is at someone’s funeral and then what do you say? It’s nice to see you but I am sorry about the circumstances? I did that and it feels so weird and I got the feeling that they didn’t really want to talk to me anyways.

But I am expecting two phone calls today and the rest will be e-mails so it won’t be so bad…at least some family still thinks about me.

Hubby is going to take me out for dinner tonight but we will be leaving when it’s a bit cooler and it will be a nice night out.

Onto something else.....

I have been seeing and reading that there are going to be a lot of companies and businesses who are going to enforce the vaccines and if you can’t prove you have had them then you are not welcome to go back to work or shop in their place of business. I think this is a good idea. And even our top doctor are thinking about forcing doctors and nurses and care home people to be fully vaccinated or they won’t have a job. because all the people now who are getting sick and ending up in the hospital or the ICU are the ones who have the Covid and the variant and are putting everyone else at risk which to me is just the same as slowly murdering someone.
I am thinking that those who don’t want to get vaccinated just don’t care about others or weather they live or die. And I will be asking if anyone I am in close contact to if they have been vaccinated or not and if they haven’t I will be wearing my mask. I can not afford to waste my time being sick or dying until i am at least 100 then I won’t care.

Onto something else.....
Have you ever noticed that when you are growing up the first 20 years are a big deal birthday? then after about 30 the big deal birthdays seem to be every 10 years except when you turn 65 then after that it’s just another day? And every year after 65 we think how lucky we are to be alive and that is a good enough reason to celebrate.

Onto something else.....

Well today is going to be a semi relaxing day because I really need to get some laundry done and the dishes and then put the dishwasher on because we have no forks.

So have a great day and stay cool and drink lots of water.
Be Kind, Be Calm Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated July 29, 2021