Nye bye 2020 in Aftermath

Last night was like okay I guess for me it was more a personal feat to be able to get out and be around so many people considering my anxiety with everything and how much I don’t drink anymore or smoke or really do cocaine or weed or anything you know

I saw Kallie look like crazy I think he’s texting me now but I actually think it’s just that Ll cool J look alike guy

And I don’t really like that guy

I saw this other guy that I didn’t know who he was and it was f** driving me crazy I think I don’t know I thought I was this guy didn’t like but I don’t know I’m trying to still figure out who he was I don’t know why I care so much

anyways I guess New Year’s Eve was okay I don’t really ever consider anything too good about it New Year’s Eve is overrated all the time especially this year anyone who really got dressed up I kind of pity them to be honest with you like I don’t know I just feel like why it’s kind of an insult considering that like covids around I hope I don’t get sick I hope i don’t get f** covid

I love Milo he’s so f** bouncy

He just likes the bounce around

anyways I guess I’m high right now I guess I’m scared to look at my bank account I didn’t make any money on New Year’s Eve I wish I did but I kind of knew I wouldn’t it’s the younger crowd which I don’t even like I like the older crowd cuz they have f** money

I think Kelly was just texting me no I don’t know if I want to have him around or not I saw him last night I think that’s who he was I don’t know it could be that other guy as well I already talked about this though I’m high

Anyways NM else really it’s Friday. Maybe go out Saturday ? But I don’t know too pricey and boring.

Anyways. It was ok nye I guess. There was this interesting but really annoying Jewish guy from us from army

Anyways.