Strange Love in Every day scata

7/14/21
4:41 am

I know the Alp is haunted, but why do they have to wake me up at 3 am? Why can’t they just stare at me in the dark corner of the room like my shadow people do at that time? They have manners, and don’t wake me up in the middle of the night. They just stare. Quietly. shhh quiet.

So I’m cat sitting at the Alp one more night. Soooo hard, watching cats sleep. They’ve actually been outside all night seeing that it’s around 65 degrees atm. Can’t blame them. It’s supposed to be in the 90s today. I am not happy about that. If I could wear shorts to work, I would. Well, I can, but eerh. It makes me uncomfortable even thinking about it. I don’t know why. Like, yesterday. I got off work, changed and started working here, because, hey, easy money. Wipe a shelf, take a break. Anyhoo, I went to clean the bathroom. I stopped, said “Nope! I need to put my scrubs back on.” It’s not like I was wearing nice clothes. Shorts and an old tee? Why can’t I clean in that? I do at home.

My brain is just weird.

I do not know how they can live in this apartment though. The only heat/ac unit is a wall mount in the bathroom. THERE IS NO AIRCONDITIONING IN HERE!!! So I cranked the bathroom air down, found a fan up in the loft of the laundry room, stuck that in the doorway to blow the cooler air out here. Then I cranked down the air in the main house, opened the door to the kitchen and check-in, stuck another fan in the door of check in to blow into the kitchen, then turned the little fan in the kitchen on to blow into the other end of the apartment. I am totally aware that I’m wasting electric and costing them a fortune with it, but I cannot do the heat. It’s comfortable in here right now (to the normal human being) at 67 degrees, but I’m hot and I’m sweating. Fuck is wrong with me?

I need more coffee, and I need to reboot this thing. It’s acting a little wiggy.

5:30 pm

I fully intended to go to the Wright place after AH’s place today, but I was so damn uncomfortable. And they keep their house cool! I couldn’t make myself go. I came here, stripped out of my scrubs so damn fast, and just stood in the bathroom nearly naked for a few minutes. omg it felt so good. I honestly didn’t want to get dressed, but you never know when someone might show up. I don’t like people looking at me with clothes on, never mind in just a bra and panties.

This morning I was complaining about waking up at 3 am, but tomorrow morning I actually have to get up early so I can do a spot clean here, and put the fresh sheets on the bed. I got the cats some catnip and lol I made a mess. They enjoyed it, though.

I kind of crashed by accident around 3. I intended to just watch a couple of videos and then get back up. I watched a couple of videos, put it on some weird “surviving Armageddon” one, and fell asleep about 3 minutes in. Woke at 4:30 because I got a text. I do not know why I have my phone so loud, but it woke me better than the alarm usually does.

And now I have to go check Conor and Lynn’s latest YT, and see if anyone posted it like they are supposed to. I meant to shoot them a dm about Conor’s hair in the music video. I don’t think I’ve seen him with a different cut before, and wanted to give him some trouble just because I can lol

See ya.