may 12 in --

I had a good day yesterday. I got up too early though! I woke up when my sister and nephew left around 9am. Cannon hadn't gone to bed until 2am so I wasn't ready to get up. I got him up around 11 and gave him breakfast. Jacob was out so I waited for him to bring food. he had gone out to get me a card and 10 bottles of OPI nail polish. I was surprised! and those things are expensive! he is good at picking out colors. :P I have 11 bottles total now. I tend not to buy OPI even though I love it (it's $10 a bottle).

We also went to the KIng Tut exhibit. it was really cool. too bad Cannon wasn't having a cool time. ;P

I wanted to paint my nails with the deep red sparkly color butI ddidn't get around to it. I also still haven't been able to do my eyebrows. they look terrible. I tend to look terrible while pregnant though. My hair gets really dry and hard to manage and I always have dark circles under my eyes. I can't get sleep v.v

I also tend to be grouchy and have little patience... not a good combination for parenting a toddler. I'm having a really hard time dealing with him by myself lately. I can't wait for this month to end so Jacob is home because I really need help.

He is very obsessed with pens lately and wants to color with it all day. if I offer crayons he gets bored, but not pens! I have also found pen marks on some of his toys... oops. he climbs on everything to get pens, and it is getting harder to hide them from him. hHe throws many a fit when he cannot have a pen as well. He has started running to his room to throw a fit.. I try really hard not to laugh because I find it adorable and hilarious. my toddler teenager!

He climbs on me and bites me often. I do time out for biting, but he still hasn't broken of it yet. he also pinches and scratches. I don't know why he hurts me so much, sometimes it iisn't only when he is throwing a fit either. he just randomly does it. I'm sure it is just a phase. I think he also gets irritated that he can't articule things yet either. He still isn't talking at 20 months and I'm getting a bit worried.

He has started covering hsi ears and saying "nen nen nen" when he doesn't want to listen to us, so I know he understands. :P

I have been studying for a final on and off all day, but I'm SO tired that I am retaining nothing. Thankfully it is the end of the semester this week, but I planned on taking summer classes.... I guess that isn't happening. I just can't do it. :( I didn't think the fatigue would come back with a vengeance, but oh yes, it has.

It wouldn't be so bad if having a newborn didn't make one so sleep deprived either. :P I seriously could barely function for months after having Cannon from exhaustion, so I"m not entirely sure how I'm going to do it this time with two children.

I have two months left, and I'm kind of freaking out. But I'm also ready to meet her and I'm ready to be done being pregnant. Just a little over two months... and it's flying by.

This is my dream swimsuit... I can't wait to wear stuff like this again!