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three day weekend! - 5/14/2005

My guy is in Toowoomba again at the moment so I'm on my lonesome again tonight.  I can't beleive how quickly this work-week went.  It's great that I don't have to work tomorrow.  I don't know what the go is, but I know Luke's coming back early tomorrow morning.  He went to Toowoomba to pick up his brother Josh, and we are going to the coast to go fishing and/or shopping, depending on the weather.  This weekend should be a lot of fun.  I get two days off in a row with my boyfriend, and another day to myself on Monday, so a 3 day weekend!  Woohoo!!  That doesn't come along very often.  I think I have a few weeks left until my holidays, but i'm looking forward to it, I guess i should probably book my accommodation soon, but me, the procratinator, will probably leave it a few more weeks haha.  I'm up late watching Big Brother - all it seems to be is huge pash-fests in the spa tonight - I guess that's what the viewing public wants, more sexual references - says a lot about Aussie's, doesnt it? lol.  Katie is really upset again cos John's getting revenge on her - I really don't understand all this crap, and I've told both of them I don't want to be in the middle anymore.  If Katie's pregnant it might be a different matter.  John had ot get the cops around to her place to stop her from trying to commit suicide.  I've heard enough suicide talk lately, it's fucking really disturbing.  I mean fine, go commit suicide if life gets too much for you, I guess some peopole handle it better than others.  I personally don't believe in throwing away a life that is a gift to me and hurting my friends, my family and my God in the process.  I know I'll eventually have a dying day, I shouldn't have to choose myself when that is.  Only God knows when that day will be, and I want to be around for a while yet!  I'm afraid of jinxing myself when I talk about it, lol how pathetic is that?

I'm off to bed, will type more next time.  Looks like I'll be hugging the pillow and teddy tonight!  Ooooo kinky j/k j/k Love ya!

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When all you have is a teddy and a pillow ... it can get kinky. pauses Did I just say that outloud? Oops. [Orange Blossom] 5/13/2005 12:04:31 PM

i don't believe in suicide at all. my uncle killed himself earlier this year and it was hell for everyone...i think it's the most selfish act ever. and i hope your teddy gives you some kind of comfort until luke gets back :) hehe. xox

[[disco-lemonade]] 5/13/2005 1:08:50 PM

oh teddys are fun..

hehehe

Like the bears.. not the outfits...

nevermind.

hehehe [fries] 5/13/2005 2:18:50 PM

I'm very weird where suicide is concerned. A year or so ago I was really interested in that whole "is cyanide sweet or bitter", that the answer lies with only those who are dead and all, thing. Interested, as in, wanting to "try" it.

Woohoo for three-day weekends! [Ness] 5/13/2005 2:53:44 PM

OH!! There's YOU who has a teddy too!! I thought I was the only of the male kind to sleep with one, lol!! I think I'm obsessed with mine... I make clothes for him, I call him by his name... Kevin Joshua Masters... have conversations with him.... Pathetic, I know. Anyways, I loved your note!! Sincerely~~> [chikinstukrakir] 5/13/2005 11:16:12 PM

hey thanks for the concern. it means a lot to me cuase im not getting alot of it right now. Alot of people tell me so many diffrent things. its true, its not true hes not like that. idk ive dated the guy 8months and i thought i knew him but i guess im having some doubts. idk...i guess we will see how things go. Thank you so much it means alot to me hugs and kisses

-amanda [Fallen Poet] 5/13/2005 11:23:19 PM

Holy crap! I was just going to mention that I think suicide is the most selfish act you can commit, and then bam I read that ms. lemonade had beat me to it. cosmic and..you...are...so...dreamy. I love that chiseled chin and rugged good looks...licks lips Oh, I said that outloud? Damn..all aussi boys look like that? ahem

p.s. a teddy? Adorable. [dunoamb] 5/13/2005 11:24:53 PM

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