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I got home from work Friday night to find that Luke wasn't home. I assumed he musta just been out, but I will

         "Chronicles of Life and Death" - Good Charlotte

You come in cold, You're covered in blood. They're all so happy you've arrived. The doctor cuts your cord. He hands you to your mom. She sets you free into this life. And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you. Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same.

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between. These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today could be the best day of your life.

And money talks in this world, That's what idiots will say But you'll find out that this world, Is just an idiots parade Before you go, you've got some questions. And you want answers But now you’re old, cold, covered in blood, right back to where you started from

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between. These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today could be the worst day of your life.

admit i did become worried. Luke had told me that if the doctor told him something was wrong with him, that he would drive somewhere where no-one knew him. So of course, me being me, I worried that the doc did just that! I sent him a message, which I didn't get a reply to, and after much more worrying and staring at the clock, I rang him. Thank God he answered. He was just at the villa (his old place where he used to live with his ex Jay and friend Kelly). I get the feeling Luke's trying to be friends with Jay, even though he's said on numerous occasions he hates his guts. Doesn't really bother me what he does, but Jay intimidates me bigtime so I don't really want to be around him. Whenever I used to drive there, I wouldn't go inside, just Luke would. I didn't want to run into that freak. I really don't care much for him. Nice guy, but a lotta problems. Luke understands more than I do, I mean he did go out with him for like 8 months or something. God I woulda gone insane after 10 minutes. I was just so relieved to hear his voice. He explained to me what happened, how he felt violated haha. Yes when you get a sexual health check and have something stuck up your behind, you'd feel violated too! He gets his results in a week. The doc said he's very healthy and doesn't think anything's wrong.  If there is I've probably got it too, but no point thinking like that hey?

Work went really quickly this week, including today. I hate worknig Saturdays cos they are so busy, but on the other hand I like working them because I am that busy, the day goes quickly. I have to work all next week, but the week after that, I get the Saturday off, which will be fantastic! 3 day weekend! I'm owed 2 actually cos of Anzac Day and Labour Day public holidays, which were both on my days off - yes yes I know Labour Day is this coming Monday, but maybe you won't read this til then :)

So now I gotta decide what to do with my weekend. I gotta do the usual domestical shopping tomorrow, but I'll probably want to be lazy, so Monday I'm going to Red Hill to visit a friend, so hopefully that'll be fun. His freaky housemate won't be home thank God. When 'housemate (thats the name he's reffered to as)' talk to you, you wish you could plug your ears and bash yourself with a stick he is that boring and weird, there's no way to describe it. Nice guy- just too gay to function.  Been watching Mean Girls again :P

I chose the song on the right this entry because I've been thinking how true it is.  Not as depressing as 'bitter sweet symphony', so a little more enlighting tune for the day.  

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You seem interesting. I think I'll become a regular reader here. :-) --Matt [Matteo Al Monty] 4/30/2005 11:15:56 AM

So you're just a bit neurotic like I am. And that's okay! ;) I've come to terms with it and I love it because it's my excuse for being paranoid and psycho sometimes. To quote Dr. Elliot from Scrubs, "I'm a crazy person, remember?!" Hehehe. It's only out of concern.

Again, keeping both you and Luke in my prayers! Have a wonderful weekend! Love you lots. [Orange Blossom] 4/30/2005 2:08:01 PM

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