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What they think of me - 2/19/2005

Saturday!!! Woohoo!!  I went and did the food shopping as we have very little food in the house.  I don't mind paying for the food, doesn't really bother me as Lukey usually has to eat whatever I buy, and I don't think that's fair on him - i mean occasionally he'll gimme money for the food but I've been thinking recently that it's really unfair of me and he is my boyfriend so yeah.  He already has to pay rent and he is trying to save up for a car.  When he gets his car we may have to move somewhere else as there's only one carspace here, unless he parks outside, but I don't think he'd want to do that. Ah well i guess i'm just rambling a bit in this entry as it's Saturday and i'm bored.  Lukey's at work and I'm waiting for him to get home.  I'm going to a birthday party tonight for one of his friends, Pete, who I know.  I just hope I don't get lonely because I usually don't have a good time at parties.  We're clubbing afterwards so hopefully that'll be fun.  I've been thinking lately about what Luke's friends think of me.  I probably shouldn't care but I do.  ah well, i guess it's all about what Luke thinks of me, not them.

Thanks for the welcome back messages, i thought you mighta deleted my diary from your lists! means a lot to me.  I can get back to reading about your awesome lives! 

Well short entry this time cos it's SO hot today, might go for a dip in the pool.  Love you all.

-Matt

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My life isn't awesome. Good to see you updating again. [frangipani] 2/19/2005 7:34:58 AM

Well I ate at Aspley KFC on Tuesday night and on Wednesday morning I was really really sick. I'm connecting the two together. [frangipani] 2/20/2005 5:43:24 AM

Thanks for the note babe. I am just really feeling sorry for myself at the moment and no one seems to give a damn. I have so much to deal with lately no one seems to understand so they don't even try to help me. which annoys me coz even the thought would make me feel a little better. I'd do it for my friends, why won't they do it for me? [becauseican] 2/20/2005 11:41:44 PM

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