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Spent some time on the phone with Destiny this morning. Basically to tell her about the AC and complain about Rocky not working. She’d gotten her meds upped and is sleeping better now. Also, her grandmother is doing better. She’s at home and getting around.

He had a Dr. visit Thursday and basically had a panic attack while there. Destiny is now firmly in the he’s faking it camp. He’d taken a asthma treatment on the nebulizer before we left. On our way there he started having issues. On our way up in the elevator he got out the floor before we needed to because he could no longer stand the elevator. We hung out on that floor a few moments before getting back in and going up. While in the lobby he took another asthma treatment on the portable nebulizer I bought him. Then we were taken back to wait for the doc. He would not sit down till the doc got in there..... he also suddenly decided he wanted to take off his undershirt. I took it and put it in my purse. He decided to take some anxiety med that he has “for emergencies”. When the Dr came in he was short of breathe and I talked for him again. Ï though thinks had been getting better because the first day he’d used the nebulizer he’d had 6 hours of relief. He’d been using it 3 times a day for a few days then went down to just in the morning. The last few days I’ve had to ask him to take it because he’s not been having issues right away. I think it should be doing it in the morning as a preventative because of moments like this.” Dr asked him to take his rescue inhaler and he did. He also agreed with doing the nebulizer as a preventative and added a pill preventative for asthma. He offered to get someone to cart him down to the lower lobby in a wheelchair but honestly he was doing way better by the time we’d left. Before we’d gotten back home he was fine.....

Destiny thinks it was a bit of a performance for my benefit. i think we need to talk to someone about a preventative med for the anxiety.... I have no idea why a visit to the doc would have triggered an attack.... and the nebulizer hadn’t helped so I really think it was an anxiety attack. Next time I see him struggling I’ll suggest one of those pills first and see....

Today, I’ve got to go to the bank :(. I’ve got to get money for Todd to mow the lawn this week..... I don’t know if he’s going to and honestly I need it for the house note but I need to have cash at the house to pay him if he does. I’ll shuffle money around and pay the house note and the lights ..... It’s a bit of a shuffle this week. I’m going to have to take like $300 out of savings or so.....

Then, I need to go to the post office. Sammy had gone to OHIO and he’d had to renew his drivers license and he had it sent here.... so I’ve got to send it on.... however, I don’t keep stamps so I’ll have to go in and purchase postage. Plus, back in April a girl on twitch sent me a stitch counter she’d made. I still don’t have it. tracking shows in in Miami.... and it’s been there awhile. She told me to ask about (seriously like 15 mins ago) it so I will.....

Then there are some specific bratwurst Rocky wanted from Aldi’s and we stopped at the closest one when we went to get groceries and they didn’t have them. I’ll run down to the one we’d bought them at when we’d gotten them before and see if I can get some.

The bank, drive-thru opens at 7.... could really just use the ATM. Post opens at 8:30. MTurk Justin drop at 9 (so be home). Then, in to opposite direction as the bank and post go to Aldi’s.... back before 11’s drop. I need to work on some cleaning because family coming Monday.

Mom’s making potato salad and macaroni salad. She’s also bringing watermelon and a pork rind? I bought hot dogs, hamburgers, chips, baked beans, mac n cheese.... We’ve got food here so we didn’t really get groceries for us aside from lunch stuff.... Rocky’s going to make banana pudding.... should be more than enough.

The night of the 27th I’d told Rocky we were going to go get groceries and it was going to be a warm day so we should go decently early. He said ÿeah so get up before noon”...... he got up at 11:57..... hence I’m going to running today without him so I can get it done .......

I’m also working on another Gengar. I paid $4.00 for a pattern for a small one (like 3 inches tall). I made one. His face was jacked up.... looked buck toothed.... I showed it to Sammy and he had to have it lol so he took it to OHIO and I have no pictures lol .... so .... I’ve made a few improvements on the pokeball and almost have all the appendages for Gengar made again. I hope to finish assembly this afternoon. After that I’ll figure out how I want to put a face on him.... felt is not the way lol… I thought I’d try to embroider in on?.... after that I’d consider taking up needle felting just to give him a face I think. I want to have a decent quality as I am really thinking of listing it for sale.

Another 10 mins or so and I’ll head out if it looks like I’ll miss the 9’s I’ll just go on to Aldi’s as they open at 9. .... planning helps me feel better.... it’s going to be a thing for awhile.... I thought I was getting better honestly.... right back to where I was 6 months ago..... gotta do it, got to get things done.... if I don’t who will....