My Days in Help Me Please

Are always quiet and not much ever happens that is so exciting that my heart rate goes sky high. I lead a very mundane life and it always seems to be slow paced. Not like when my son was small and had to keep him busy. And my house work only took a few minutes everyday and you could also eat off of the floor. but since I have aged i am not that fanatic that everything has to be spotless. But the one thing I can say is that my floor always looks presentable. The rest of my place ,well that can be an ongoing debate. I wake up everyday and tell myself I am going to do this and that and if I am lucky I do something just so I can say I did what I said. But my one weakness is that I always tell myself tomorrow but then tomorrow never comes. it’s like when you are at the bar you get a free beer tomorrow but then tomorrow never comes because it’s always today.
I wonder what it would be like if there was only you and me in this world? Would we be happy? Would we be friends?

Onto something else....
Have you ever noticed that when a space you once had is not workable anymore and needs fixing? And how much you use to use it but now you can’t because it’s not safe? then whatever was on or in that space has to get moved and where it is now is just wrong and doesn’t look right? well i have that and the space I am using just looks so cluttered that i look at the broken space and just wish it would be fixed but with this dishwasher not giving any power it is going to take some time to figure our why. So I just look at the space and remember where I moved everything and just hope it will be fixed sooner rather then later.
I really don’t like it when my world gets turned upside down and everything has to change. I don’t like change and I don’t like the new technology that is coming out everyday. i like what I have because I know how to use it and it all works. And when I do get new tech stuff it always takes me longer to start using it and figuring out all the bells and whistles. I have always been like this.

Onto something else.....
Well I need to stop here....Life is calling me so i need to answer it.
be kind, be calm and be safe and behave.

Last updated May 08, 2021