Paradigms in Current Events

I’m learning about how it all fits together. How the ancient occult evolved into the monetary and political systems that we have today. At the bottom of the rabbit hole I found our heritage. I’m trying to build my way back up to the 3D, essentially. Where everything is upside-down and those who want to turn it right side up are “conspiracy theorists” who are the new “heretics.”

Across history and culture we were all connected by one universal system and one universal truth. God is real, he made Earth for us. We are each a universe, we are connected as one and by love but we could not expand. Thus, God gave us this world, this theatre, so we can expand here. Our world is god given and it is being stolen from us by 13 ancient families. The cosmos is intelligent, the ending is pre-programmed. The occult is trying to fight fate. Essentially, that’s what it boils down to. I want to believe that we will win. Humanity has to wake up but that’s a tall order. We have been waking up but it’s hard to measure how many of us there are because of these lockdowns and the media censorship.

What we have right now is the great split. We have two competing paradigms that cannot co-exist. One has to die. This was planned but I think they underestimated the amount of those who would wake up. November 3rd showed that. Anyway, we have those who are awake or waking up and those who are asleep and still bringing life to these lies. The amount of people waking up is not shrinking, we can’t blue pill and pretend that things can go back to normal. We don’t want that normal, it wasn’t working. These are strange times. World War 3 is information warfare.

Monday was rough. I’ve been feeling depressed the last few days. I’m aware now that it is just me shifting from one paradigm to another. When I enter one the previous one has to die. I go through all the stages of grief. It can be something major happening or something small, like losing respect for someone. Monday I lost some respect for individuals. I was reminded that I could never be a neoconservative. Vladimir Putin put a ban on same-sex marriage and a lot of the conservatives that I follow were celebrating it. I forget how self-righteous and prideful the right can be. Liberals make sure everybody is counted and they tear down systems that don’t work. We need liberals, I value liberals. Leftists, however, are not true liberals. They’re something else. They’re spiritually dead people who have no soul and are just emotionally hijacked by propaganda. They’re dangerous. I hate them. If you can’t hate something that threatens what you love can you claim to have loved it?

There was a shift in what I was seeing from them altogether, the neoconservatives. “Old stock” was the term that came up frequently. That’s what they referred to themselves as. That’s how they described their values. I see it as the “old paradigm” that has to die. The world is changing, they don’t want to get with the times. I was reminded that there are conservatives who hate seeing people that ruin their idea of what Canada should look like. Or America, or whatever western society they’re in. People who express their religious freedoms in Canada, for example, with hijabs and turbans offend this “old stock.” They station themselves to be higher than everyone else as Christians. Committing pride, gluttony, jealousy etc. It’s hard to watch. I don’t agree that all cultures are compatible with the west. As we are all in sharia law right now with masks etc. There is room for others. We have political parties in Canada, conservatives, who want to ban LGBT from serving in parliament, the military, from marriage, from everything to essentially bring in a radical Christian regime. That’s how I see it. I have a rocky relationship with Christianity, as we know. I’m subscribed to the real teachings and not the counterfeit one about a literal Jesus. The modern counterfeit one was beaten and raped into my relatives and ancestors. It represents genocide to me. It’s used to destroy and force conformity. IMO.

If I were to overthink and try to believe that everything happens for a reason I would see that my ethnicity and same-sex attraction keeps me grounded, keeps me from trying to elevate myself above others. I was like “aw, first time?” In response to a post from a whiny conservative complaining about their country becoming unrecognizable. The image they were responding to was of our Canadian military and some of the military were Sikhs and sporting their turbans as such, to show that they are the pure ones. There is an anti-Asian hate rhetoric going around. The left took the media bait, we don’t need government to protect our fee-fees but I’m also not going to pretend that I don’t see Asian hate every single day toward South Asians and East Asians etc. That is very real. I can see why old stock Canadians feel threatened. I know more Tagalog and Punjabi than I do French Canadian. I personally feel pride and love for my country when I see a small business run by somebody from another country. I was just at a little Punjabi store last week, it was a cute little shop and had everything not easy to get anywhere else. The business owners are a harmless Punjabi family that came to Canada to have their best shot at life. That’s what makes me love my country and humanity.

I’m just processing a new paradigm, I suppose. The balance is way off with these leftists so I haven’t been too focused on the right-wingers who want to bring it all back to the old paradigm that can no longer exist. I think this is why I like Candace Owens and a lot of the boys at the DailyWire. They’re old fashion but they can see that their side of the aisle has changed, it is full of political refugees, liberals who left the radical left. There is only forward. They’re fighting the culture war which is necessary because we all need healthy boundaries.

Anyway, I was poisoned yesterday at Walmart. They decided to gas their shopping carts in the building while I was in the entryway. I’m not a “can I speak to your manager” type of girl but I did call them yesterday about it. I’m going to call again to make sure they’re not dismissing it. I also want to know the product they used because my body is detoxing it today, I want to know what they put inside my body. I’ll be fine but they injured me. What the hell were they thinking? What if I was somebody with respiratory problems? My guess is that they didn’t want to do it outside while it was cold out. It’s mid April and we have snow again. Looks like winter. It’s bullshit. Making their entryway a gas chamber was reckless. I suppose I’ll get on with my day today. I’m trying to avoid the existential dread that is this vaccine passport looming over us. The “old stock” has no cerebral constitution whatsoever and still believe we are in a plague and want this passport. They’re so unbelievably stupid and it’s hard not to hate them. They threaten what I love but at the same time I feel for them, they have the right to live. It’s impossible to wake them up to this lethal injection and this takeover of our free societies. Whatever.