3 cards and the truth in Second 1st

I finished the stack of cards. Here’s some of them, I’ll post the last 4 later today.

This morning I got up just before 3. I set up to do MTurk Justin’s and Rocky got up behind me?.... “why are you up?” He said his stomach hurt and .... he’s still up and has no intention of going back to sleep.... so this already feels like it’s just going to be the best day ever :(.

It didn’t take him long to encroach on my calm. “Are you going to get a shower?” Me: “Yes. I want one before you get one so I’ve got hot water.” We aren’t leaving till like 9 for his follow up appointment. It’s also in Nashville :( so that sucks......

By the time I get out of the shower he’s talking about visiting a new pallet place while we are in Nashville. I’ve talked to him about not being able to get enough inventory.... or fast enough. We went to Mike almost a month ago saying ” I need a pallet, General Merchandise” and he’s had a couple listed since then. he’s chosen not to call us or he’s got them lined up for days either way he doesn’t have enough inventory for his customers so..... we need a new source..... then there’s the fact that on his FB page says he’s moving soon. No idea where he’s going....

I’ve mentioned taking all the stuff down and having a massive yard sale in the spring and being done with it because we don’t have a consistent source. .....

Now that I’m inches from taking on a new project (Twitch) now he is all about finding a new source.... I know there is a correct way to treat people like this. He’s talking about we can go next weekend and I’m all “I plan on having a twitch schedule by then so I’m not sure when we can go just yet” .....

There are requirements to becoming a Twitch affiliate I intend on becoming one genuinely. Rocky seems to be confused about how I will get viewers..... I mean I’m hopeful I can get a few friends on FB and maybe here to watch. It will literally be me just diamond painting and talking about whatever. I should at least be able to count on Destiny and Rocky for views and someone to talk to on cam. Either way I’m not entirely worried about it because it’s seriously about proving him to be lazy and putting no effort into something he spend a few hundred bucks on. He needed a hew headset ($120) and cameras (2 for $90) I also made sure that money was on the Gamestop card so that if he decided that making videos of the newest system and game of choice is what he wanted to do that he had that as an option. Wasn’t that at least 2 weeks ago?

I’m tired of being the only adult..... I’m not ready to have a huge fight over it soon. When I’ve got all this stuff set up and I can say “I didn’t want to do this at all and it only took me x to set up. You’ve had months and in the mean time I’ve done all this on my own. Tell me how I’m not allowed to be upset about it.” I don’t argue unless I can prove myself right. ....

Back to work. I’ve got to find the right hosting program.... and decide when my first live will be… and post it on FB ..... message people about it so they can get/login to their twitch before scheduled time. I expect to show as late as next weekend.... as early as Sunday....

Last updated January 30, 2021