07 NJM 2020 in MoMoMo

07: (By Muffin Princess) What was your proudest day/moment?

Every single year I make it through December without a trip to the ER and the mental health floor. This year, if I make it, will be year seven.

It took two years and three different therapists before I was able to maintain my mental health care. That was literally sweat, blood, and tears. With everything that’s happened to me throughout the years, it was literally life or death at various points. Decembers were always horrible.

So, every January 1st, I am proud of myself…well, so far. Some days, it’s so tempting to fall back into old habits to numb the pain.

But i fight. I want to be better.

I hope January 1st, 2021 I will be celebrating another year hospital-free.

Last updated November 08, 2020