Distraction and In The Way in Brand New Me

I’m a distraction or in the way.
That’s how I feel when I try to hang out and socialize so I stayed away or been really terse and impassive.

I felt bad when I saw him at lunch so I decided to write a note later on and I managed to get it to him after dinner. He should have already figured that was the case but it’s usually HIM that would act that way. I’ve gotten better at refraining the excitement I get when I see him but it sucks.

Last updated October 20, 2020