Blargh in Thirty-Five

Howdy again my friends, how are we all doing this fine afternoon. What even is today, Thursday? Yeah lol.

So after that stuff from last entry, I just took the post down because I really didn’t need that bullshit coming from a supposed family member (they’re not blood related but her grandfather was my grandmother’s step-father).

Anyway, I thought long and hard about something else to say. I even typed out a few really long posts and then just deleted them. Right before I went to bed, around 3:30am, I simply wrote

I don’t know who else needs to hear this, but never, EVER throw my inability to work in my face like it’s some kind of fucking jackpot that I’ve won.

A couple of my good friends commented and said about how it was rude and one said that “that person can go fuck themselves”. Which that’s their opinion, I didn’t make any insinuation of who said it, or mention any names.

So then my cousin comes on later saying “you could have talked to me about it directly instead of blasting it all over facebook” and I just said, I didn’t call you out, YOU did. Good job.

So she just went on a tirade about how I overshare and she’s tired of hearing about it. OK then unfollow or delete me, it’s really as simple as that because I am definitely not going to stop talking about anything just because it makes you feel uncomfortable.

THEN, then, she brought up something that hasn’t even happened in over a year. She brought up asking for help all the time. I told her it’s none of her goddamn business anyway unless she’s been one of the ones that has helped us, which she hasn’t. So yeah that has been sitting with her for a LONG time.

She deleted me and I just told her bye. I DON’T NEED THAT SHIT.

So, that’s that. Anyone in the future that diminishes my value based on the things I can’t do will immediately be removed from my life in the future.