Ablation in Bittersweet

I saw the doctor about if i can qualify to do an ablation. I hadnt heard of one before it was suggested. But now i want it done. Basically they are going to kill my uterus lining without removing it. So i shouldent have a period and should be unable to have children. I have 5, its enough for me.

They did an annual exam today, joys, and then i have to have an ultrasound and a biopsy. Thats going to be painful. They said its similar to getting an iud put in and i sobbed my way through that. It was so painful. But they have to be sure i dont have cancerous cells and its the only way to get them to do the ablation.

I mean im not thrilled with the idea of it getting done. But its easier then having it fully removed and all....