Brain dump in Second 1st

I felt like I didn’t have time to Write an entry but I’m forced. I will probably talk more about it in the morning as I plan on calling friends and family tomorrow.

So I have had a good day rocky and I got shoes. We also went to pick up some inventory. It is now way later than it usually is when I go to bed and I’m having trouble sleeping.

I’m dictating this entry on my phone I intend for it to be short.

William messaged me asking if I had gotten a phone call from work. I was confused why would I be getting a phone call so he sent me a message from today’s morning meeting. The message said some thing about having to lay off people because of low sales due to coronavirus.

That was about 2 o’clock I had checked my emails and sure enough I have three emails from HR in there. None of them stated anything that applied directly to me just to sit and wait for a phone call. I was super preoccupied with that for a couple hours when I decided that we would go pick up the inventory. On the way Jerry called and told meI still have a job but I will be reporting to weekday shift as of Monday the 31st.

I’ve worked weekends for seven years I’m not ready to go to a weekday shift. It will be 4x10 But the moment they get behind Those will Quickly become 4 x 12. I’m barely OK doing 3 x 12. Also I’ll have to explain all over again to Kevin about Ménière’s disease and how it affects my every day. I literally just had a conversation with Jerry on Sunday about how I would like to stay on inspection. He had asked me if I was working out too much and I told him that I’d rather be there than anywhere else. He said he only worked me on parts the last two Saturdays because he thought I wanted to do something else. I told him I would let him know otherwise assume I am OK with just inspection.Now I have a much bigger concern of Kevin working me on parts all the time because it’s on my list of things I know how to do. I want to cry it’s so dumb.

I am thankful that I wasn’t one of the few who lost their job. Some of the Yates employees, maintenance, and even the higher up we’re let go.

Rocky And I will be on separate shifts as he will be working weekends and I will be during the week. Maybe just writing it out will help me go to sleep I’m hopeful.

Goodnight.