Bleh in Journal 2020

Another day of being ignored by friends. I don’t know why I even try, seriously I cause myself more harm then good.

I just gotta continue with me i guess. I could honestly manifest more friends, better friends then them.

But I don’t want to. I don’t need friends who don’t like me to achieve my goals. Plus I can’t listen to subs atm with only one earphone.

Crazy, how much changes in a few months.