Stressed in Journal 2020

I cant sleep.

I’m to wound up about my weight.

I’m stressed about it.

And I feel bad because my partner felt bad.

But I feel ugly now and insecure.

I talked to Jason and he was trying to cheer me up earlier but it didnt work and I told him I had to sleep.

I ate crackers, a empanada, a bowl of one pack of noodles, a potato and half a bum of buttered bread.

That’s even too much reading it too myself. I feel bad for eating that much. I will eat less tommorrow because that’s so much food its gross.

I want to lose more weight.