Gap in Current Events

I have the world wide web tuned out. The virtual people at least. Just for a while because I have been creating space and distance from all of the wrong things. I fell asleep Sunday feeling pretty hyped for Monday. I was going to wake up and just be the little go-getter that I need to be. Sure enough, I caught myself trying to self-sabotage. I was irritated about that. I recognize which thought leads to what emotion and how that leads to what action bringing me to what experience and so on and so forth and I am just so sick of me and these positive feedback loops I created. I need to love and care for myself the way I would a child that I am responsible for. I invited Bev over for some coffee so I could talk about it. Sometimes I need to be a me monster. It’s so gross opening up. Long story short I finally started to chip away at my goals. That is the gap I need to bridge.