Stupid soon-to-be ex-husband *E* in 2014

Miley is still sick. She spends her days shitting her pants, sometimes making it to the bathroom... A bunch of kids from her class have it and they say its just a virus. I don't want to bring her to the Dr bc I know they will just tell me its a bug and it has to run its course.

She barfed again last night. Between cleaning that up, and piggybacking tylenol and advil, I might have gotten 1.5 hours of sleep. The night before I didn't sleep at all, but got to sleep from 7:30-almost 10 am. Chris never let me live that down either. Kept saying I've done nothing but sleep the last few days. I fucking wish. So now hes at work and I can barely keep my eyes open. I'm struggling to get the kids fed, Miley refuses to eat or drink, and I'm so tired I'm having the hardest time keeping track of when shes had her tylenol/advil ... I just want to cry I'm so tired.

And I have no one to help me. All my friends have kids who they don't want to get sick, I don't blame them. All I needed Chris to do today was put the car seats back into the truck, and leave me the vehicle in case I needed to bring Miley to the Dr or go get some fluids. Well he did neither.

Got into a huge fight with him yesterday. Hes never there when I need him. Never. I can count on one hand how many times hes actually been there for me in the past 13 years. I've needed him so much and hes never ever ever there for me. Hes going to regret this all soon. But too bad for him. He will have to live with it. Hopefully in his future relationships he doesn't wind up repeating history. I do wish him the best and I do want him to find his dream woman who will be his fucking maid and sex slave... but its not going to be me anymore.

Kristen <3

EDIT

Forgot to mention my mom is gone until the end of the month on a trip with her friends, and then a cruise. So I can't have her help :(

Kristen <3