General stuff in Journal 2020

Yesterday we had a barbecue.

I stayed in bed the entire time. We went to my grandmother’s and she instantly started to say I’m too skinny while my mother sighed. I lost a few pounds and now I’m a size one but nobody really seemed worried until now.

I just smiled awkwardly. Everyone online was worried about me, I finally started just talking how I talk here and now they are worried. But Calin doesn’t even notice, or Kayden, or any of those people you’d expect. It hurts but I dont care anymore.

I have listened to a bunch of new songs and imma update my playlist journal I have on here. Sorry if it seems I only listen to kpop I swear I actually listen to more just been kpop a lot recently.