4 months 4 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Things to be grateful for
-Got an hour or so of relief from PT today
-Had a good talk therapy session
-Had a few good hours of the day where my mood was good.
-Enjoyed Mike Shinoda’s stream as usual (he aknowledged one of my comments in the chat again today which was hysterical)
-Ate really well today, I think. Got some new protein powder.
-As bad as the pain was today I didn’t let the negative thoughts take me down as bad of a path as I usually do.

Bad things
-Had a bad re-occurance of sting stab after PT for a few hours.
-Didn’t get to go on my walk today because of depression and pain.
-Had a bad bladder spasm starting early evening. Bad burning symptoms mixed with the urinary incontenence and not wanting to sit on the toilet for 2 hours.
-Bad burning and stinging all around the scar area and under my leg.
-Overall horrendous nerve pain at night, may need to take an oxy.