Well, fuck me. in Other life events.

I failed my driving test typically because i'm awful at life. I made a mistake by jerking the wheel once and that was considered dangerous, the rest i got was almost perfect, you're allowed 15 minors on your test and 0 dangerous or serious marks. Anyway i got 5 minors and 1 dangerous and 3 minors where from that single incident during the 45 minute test.

My driving instructor said i don't really need any more lessons but recommends i have a couple of hours prior to my next test; I'm super disappointed in myself because i am simply awful at almost every aspect of life, and there is so many terrible drivers on the road and they somehow pass with their 2 brain cells they possess. My problem is my anxiety is always having me on edge and then being put into a pressurized situation makes it even worse, after that first mistake at the beginning of the test i calmed down but it was already too late.

I could kick myself because i am so angry at myself right now, costing my mother and grandmother more money to pay for another test, i should be ashamed i can't even complete a simple task.

Sean's probably going to laugh at me when he's back as he always does when i fuck something up, i don't blame him. I really wanted to have good news for him to come back too but instead I'll just be the punchline of another joke.

My fiberglass front spoiler came for the car today, i guess that's a plus, not sure what to do with myself today now, feel awful.

Oh well, at least there is anime i can watch, may rewatch Mirai nikki.