3 months 28 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Things to be greatful for
-Bladder pain wasnt as in my face today
-Watched one of the most hilarious streams of Mike Shinoda for his album release
-I am continually reaching out and talking to new PN people
-I am taking some time and space away from my family for now.
-Pain cycles went from really bad spiking to some relief.

Bad things
-Felt extremely nauscious this morning.
-Had some really precise stinging/stabbing like I havent felt in awhile, and its kinda scary
-Anxiety got really really bad this morning
-Had some issues with work due to my own stupidity and not having batteries for my mice lol
-Kind of afraid to go to the bathroom to any degree because I dont know if it will be bladder or stinging.