3 months 16 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Things to be greatful for
1) My friends and family
2) Managed to get through another day.
3) Finished a whole show on Netflix.
4) Thankful that I have access to medication at least.
5) Thankful I have other PN people to talk to when im this distressed.

Bad things
1) The nerve pain was at about the worst stabbing that I have felt since surgery
2) Cant get the anxiety under control
3) The pain was not manageable today and everything I tried to do made it worse
4) Digestive and bladder pain also in my face.
5) Feeling sad and hopeless.