i got whiplash. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

godamn. ok so i haven’t written about anything going on w/ me in. awhile in a few wks. cause i’m still waiting.
anyway. before i start i don’t want advice. so. and keep your opinion to yourself. thank you. [well. i never want, advice.].
yeah so i got whiplash on mon. holy fuk. no not from a car. i was not in, a car when this happened. no um. i saw the bus approach. the. its stop and thought it was the number bus i took. and i was in a hurry. [oh yeah it comes every hr. now. as opposed to every 20 mins. which it used to do. due to the stupid virus thingy. stupid virus.]. and crossing the st. and grabbed onto a car to keep myself from falling.........but i didn’t. grab the handle...........of it. and down i went. next thing i knew i was on the ground. i don’t remember the time in-between. [well. really though i don’t think i’m supposed, to remember having fainted.].
i was w/ it enough. to get up and give the 2 nice lady drivers a thumbs-up when they asked ‘are you ok?’. frankly. i was incredibly embarassed. i hate. attention when it comes to things like that.
ug. and i’m actually surprised i remember what happened. crossed the st. sat down for 10 mins. waited for the bus. bus came..........when it got to its stop. i um. there was a small lawn hill. er a small hill-covered lawn i mean. sorry. behind the bench. where i sat for a bit and ate and had water. took my time the rest of the day.
oh a few hrs. later. i got as i call it ‘TMI sick’. luckily i made it to the ladies’ rm. in time.
no. i won’t get checked out, before anyone says anything. that would be just a waste of my time when i already know what happened.
a bruised rib, bruised both elbows apparently, whiplash and.............oh. a head injury. i’m sorry another, head injury. i don’t think it’s another concussion. i really hope it isn’t. i really...........really hope.............. [although. it is possible for someone to have one and not even know.].
i’ve felt like crap since. nauseau, a little dizzy. tired of course. not in too much pain but. i mean it’s there. oh yeah and here’s something new. i can’t feel my fingers/hands. whereas before..........i could but they hurt due to my PN which is why i was always rearranging them. most people don’t know I have, PN. Peripheral Neuropathy. i’ve had it for quite some time. i’ve kindof gotten used to it. like oh ok.
again. i’m not going to get checked out.
holy fuk. i’m here. not great but i’m here. so now i’m just. recovering. ug.