yeah so relapses suck. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

nothing new there.

Clearly as evidenced by the title I've relapsed. yet again. [I'm referring to anorexia btw]. in response to 'the Karlye thing'.

and also. all my other excuses/reasons for not eating [as much].

yeah so I'm back here again. I guess that's my only point to this entry.

however. I haven't had a drink in 2 months I'm goin for 3. this is only the 2nd time I've done this ever. I remember when I couldn't even go a day. I'm not cutting either. [actually I stopped that bc it was making me too emotional. yeah another avoidance tactic].