2 months 27 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Good things
1) Really good live stream with Mike Shinoda
2) Got some more kratom today
3) Got a good nap
4) Managed to walk
5) Got a few “okay” hours but not all consecutive.

Bad things
1) Digestive issues are acting up
2) Stabbing knifelike pain horrendous and not at all changed from yesterday.
3) Mentally in a really bad place.
4) Feel very alone and left behind by the normal people.
5) Feel like a bother to everyone.

COVID 19 roars on
Virus damage report: 2,000,000 total confirmed in the USA, deaths: 113,000
ILLINOIS: 128,415 total confirmed and deaths: 5,924