Forward in Current Events

I had a panic attack last night. I haven’t had one in a few years now. It was mild enough where I didn’t lose control of my legs. I’m okay, I don’t feel a need to overthink it. There is a lot going on in the world and apparently… I care. Society is sick and I wish that I could heal it. I wish I knew how to explain what I see. Offer everybody a higher path.

I created a new Facebook account last night. I only added my mother and my siblings. I do not have any obligations to anyone in my “previous life”. I’ll accept their friend requests should they come my way but I’m not going out of my way to connect to them.

I’m going to throw my resume around online today. I’m over this free trial of socialism. It took months and months to get myself to try and return to reality and just as I did… it’s ok. It happened and I do want to move forward.