the bird flies but it will always return to the earth - proverb in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

the bird flies but it will always return to the earth - proverb

yeah ya know. i’ve had a lot going on, w/ this whole my-sister-trust-or lack-thereof-thing.

but. i think. that the bird, as it were. can be any kindof bird the person wants. it can be any color.........or a really cool one. or a rainbow one oooh.........one that’s really colorful.

i guess. what i’m saying. is that. even though there are all these crazy things and details. regarding my current situation........... w/ my feelings. emotions. rather. there are all these crazy details regarding my feelings emotions about my current situation having to do w/ my sister. and the lack of trust. privacy...........thing that i’ve written about recently. there are some positives. i mean not w/ that. obviously.
no but like. both my great aunt jean and. my mom’s choir friend allison. w/ both of them. i didn’t feel like i was being judged. or shunned or w/e. or like there was pressure. when talking w/ them/being around them.
whereas w/ my sister. it’s the opposite.
the/a janus coin.