Hurt people. Hurt people in Bittersweet

It really makes sense to me. How a person who is hurt or broken inside will seek out and try to hurt other people. Im not sure if they do it because it makes them feel something? Even cruelty. Im not meaning people who do it accidentally. But people who constantly seek out people to hurt. Then act like they are better for doing it. I got some perspective. I was also told not to judge. But there are some situations that yeah im going to judge. There isnt a single person alive who dosent pass judgement. Regardless of trying not to. You do. Its better to own up to the fact that we are human and judge. Judgements arent always bad. Saying shes a good singer is a judegment because 4 people to the left someone dosent agree. Its a judgement. Its an opinion. And yeah we formulate and base our lives off those judgments.

I realized how hypocritical people are. One set of rules for them, but if someone else does the same thing they do, they are terrible people. Its actually kinda laughable. I know im the same way. Im far from perfect lol! SO very far. Im human. No human is perfect. Or even close. there is no such thing on earth.

Another fun observance over people i see. They literally use you are or arent a trump supporter as a judgement call. Oh you dont like what i do? You support trump, or dont. Like its a personality trait. Its almost hilarious. Someone is posting that they dont wear masks because people touch them, reuse them ect and its ineffective. Someone says, you must be a trump supporter. What? How does that even compute. And then act like their shit dosent smell commenting over and over, yeah i get it now, Oh no i totally get it. Its just another way of acting like one is better then another.

So yes, im being judgey pants today. Looking at peoples comments and actions.

And i realized my circle is growing smaller. But somehow, im ok with this. Im never going to stop being a social loving person. Im never going to be an introvert and prefer being away from people. But im working on being ok with it. And realizing people who act like they dont judge, or act like they are better because of their religion or politics. I dont want them around either. So im fine with the circle shrinking…
Im going to sit over here and be human and accept that im not perfect, that i make judgements, that i make mistakes and my political views and religious views matter ONLY to myself. And that yours matter to you. And lets me honest, if someone has opposing views and ends a friendship BECAUSE of that, Dont want them in my life either! Ill never be a perfect person and im not trying to be perfect. Im just trying to be happy. ( and somewhat judgy today lol! ) And thats ok too :)