I'll Stay With You in Thirty-Five

Howdy my friends, whats going on here today? I’m patiently waiting for my monies to come still lol. Hopefully tomorrow.

We’ve already set up a budget for the next few months so hopefully it’ll work for us. We should be fantastic for a while which i can’t explain how much weight that removes from our shoulders.

Speaking of shoulders though, mine hurt A LOT. I got my first round of botox on March 9th. For the first couple of weeks my shoulders and neck were so tight. It was pretty painful. After that I had a few good solid weeks of very gentle pulling and tightness and a lot of relief from the pain in my neck and face.

Last week, I started waking up more and more with pain in my face and neck again. So, I guess for this first time, a couple weeks of relief is a good thing. I have my next round in June, hopefully. Then September and December. Hopefully by the end of the year I’ll have 3 whole months of relief. Fingers cautiously crossed in optimism.

We have just been hanging at home. We are going to be getting our MedCards in the next couple of weeks so we can legally buy weed again. I had my card a few years ago, but it expired and I haven’t been able to get it since. So, we are going to go completely legal and both get our cards.

I don’t have much else to say right now. Just kind of hanging out. Gotta get some more laundry done and whatnot. We’re going to go through all of our clothes finally and get rid of a bunch and buy new clothes. I don’t think I’ve bought a new wardrobe in about 10 years. It’ll be worth it. All but maybe 2 pairs of my jeans have holes in the inner thigh (chub rub lol) and so I can’t even wear them.

I need smaller shirts and pants and stuff. Most of the stuff I have doesn’t fit me because it’s too big or just doesn’t fit right because my body shape has changed.

Ok I just ripped my cousin Lisa’s CD to my computer and listening to it, and Amor Eterno just came on. She sang this graveside for my mom. I’m officially crying. So I’m gonna go. Hah. I’m ok, just memories. Have a good one all!