1 month 7 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Hey guys!

Good things
1) I did a walk around the house today. It was a nice day
2) The pain was relatively low until I used the bathroom.
3) I was able to get consecutive sleep last night/ some sleep debt
4) Had some good convos with people today.
5) Have some tentative “plans” for tomorrow.

Bad things
1) Bladder/ urethral burning is back. Some stinging in there post voiding.
2) Digestive issues have been annoying the past few days.
3) Wondering when the other shoe is gonna drop/ when is the pain gonna be back full blown in my face. Feeling disconnected from everyone.
4) Still afraid of fainting and disgusted with the weight loss.
5) As soon as I touch down there too much it comes roaring back in my face.

COVID 19 roars on
Virus damage report: 758,720 total confirmed in the USA, deaths: 40,666 and total recovered 70,558. About 647,496 of SICK or recovered/ missing data there. It seems like HOSPITALS ARE STILL STRUGGLING! More medical supplies have been made available it seems as time goes on. No there are no lines out the door (unlike at Walmart and sams club). But they are STRUGGING. Large cities are starting to make COVID centers to isolate people THANK GOD. People are starting to re-open beaches. (stupid)… at some point the lockdown order will be lifted in small phases. I am waiting to hear what IL’s “dates” will be. Phase 1 will be restaurants, parks, and sporting centers. Wonder if that means NHL and baseball? Here’s what I have to say about this virus:

Last updated April 20, 2020