1 month 2 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Hey guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CK!
First of all I wanna say happy happy birthday to my aunt CK. She has been like a 2nd mother to me over so many years. For those of you who don’t know this is my aunt who I have worked with for years. She has helped me deal with the paperwork, the tears, the laughter, over years and years of misery that I have suffered with this condition. She has listened to me talk for hours when she probably had better things to do. She helped me with dr appts, and talked me down when I was scared. She helped me with anxiety issues. She helped me troubleshoot and figure out so many things over the years. So CK if youre reading this, I love you and keep being you. You are the best aunt a girl could ask for.

COVID 19 roars on
Virus damage report: USA confirmed cases are at 605,193… deaths are 25,757 and recovered is 47,763. Still a lot of missing data but I am going to assume the missing data can be RECOVERED or STILL SUFFERING until the actual is reported. We are still on lockdown and most likely will be until the end of May and this shit is under control. My best friend LB’s mom is out there on the front lines in NY fighting. Several people I went to jr high and high school are fighting in the Chicagoland area. TO ALL OF THOSE FIGHTING ON THE FRONT LINES thank you! I am absolutely useless from in bed here with the disability I have but I have a lot of respect and admiration for you.

Celebrities have been killing it on Youtube and Instagram Live/ failbook ect. Mike Shinoda (my mannn) and Machine Gun Kelly to name a few that I LOVE LOVE LOVE! Keep makin that art/music.. Keep writing those beats. Keep on keeping on. Whatever it is you do that brings joy or inspiration. For me it’s this blog. I have made this book avaliable to the public. I have other books about my personal life that are avaliable to members/friends only. Nobody has been reading that tho, Maybe someday. I have already gotten positive messages about my blog tho, so thank you to those who have reached out.