my sister. and um. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

so this was something. that was going to happen a month or 2 ago. but then didn’t. [like i’ve said i’m behind. i’ve just not stated that recently.]. well so a month or 2 ago. my sister was going. to move into. the vacant apt. by my mom’s. [no it is literally. by my mom’s attached to it. see there’s my mom’s/parents’ house and then the 3. 4 apparently units/apt.s attached to. the house they’re small. the apt.s that is] but um. then it didn’t.
but now. bc the economy sucks. bc of the stupid virus thingy. well my sister might not be able to find a job. [another reason i’m glad i don’t work. also i don’t want to so.]. and. so if she moves into the vacant apt. next door to my rm. at my mom’s............i mean financially that won’t work bc. she might not be able to find a job. oh her lease at the place she lives is now is up in june. i’d rather. if we ‘have to’ kindof thing. she move back actually into. my mom’s. and here’s why: bc. that way she’ll have her zone upstairs and i have mine in my rm. so like.........in a way. i’ll have more privacy then her. moving into the vacant apt. next door to my rm. now no one wants. my sister to move back in...........i don’t she doesn’t my parents don’t. but i mean. that’s just how things are right now. [well i mean it hasn’t actually happened yet. but.].
so. and i knew this. part of the lady’s job. the lady i live w/. is for her to provide food for me. yeah ok cause that’ll happen. um no. and if that’s the case..........besides that i asked. to have it in my posssession. some time ago and. i’ve been responsible w/ it. then it doesn’t make sense for me to have my ebt card in my posession. sure if i was low functioning.........then i obviously wouldn’t be allowed to. but i’m not. so idinno that i believe that. ever since i’ve gone into services.......... [what’s exactly meant by that. i kindof know but i don’t want to say] i’ve either. a. asked for my card on days i go to the store or 2. had it in my posession. so yeah there’s something i’m missing. i’m seeing it as an either or situation. either i have it and get my own food. like buy it at the store. or. she has it and buys it for me. which no that’s not happening or allow-able. most of the people in services are low functioning. i don’t think i’ve ever stated that. so they’re probably not bothered by this kindof thing. but bc i’m not. bc i’m high functioning and intelligent. and think about stuff. i am. bothered by things.
i’m not allowing for notes. bc someone will probably explain to me. a noter their guess as to the thing they think i’m missing. regarding the keeping of the card and whose. er who’s keeping it i mean. and if i want to know. then i’ll look it up myself.