39204QoC in Readings

PD 4
TD Queen of Cups

“This card can also indicate a tendency to daydream and a big imagination. As a person, the Queen of Cups represents a mature female or feminine person who is kind, caring and supportive. The Queen of Cups is a sentimental, sensitive soul and a good listener. She is empathetic to the feelings of others. As a mother, partner or friend, the Queen of Cups is affectionate, loving and warm. However, she can also be shy and have a tendency to daydream. She is creative, artistic and intuitive and she appreciates beauty. She may be a water sign such as Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces”

At first I wasn’t sure how this card appeared during the day, but when then I see the “daydreaming and big imagination” and I suddenly knew what it was all about. Once again I have fallen into the trap where I allow myself to imagine what it would be like to get a promotion. I keep seeing change and new beginnings popping up in different readings and my color/numerology and I foolishly allow myself to believe that I would even be considered for the position I applied for. I know it is foolish for a couple of reasons: First, I am sure they already have a person in mind (someone from the facility or a security chief). Second, again, I don’t have a male appendage and I truly believe that management has a hard time working with females. Third, I am fairly certain they are not going to want me to leave corporate because who would do all the shit work and the billing.

But oh, my daydreams are amazing. I know in my head and my heart I can do the job and I would be good at it (given a fair amount of time to settle in). Sigh. I do think I could get an interview, but oh how I dread that. One thing though, I might have an inside track on some of the questions and I could study my ass off. I also have access to the contract so I would have that going for me as well, to show my knowledge of the requirements, etc. But again, I believe I have already struck out.

Too bad the cards haven’t told me how to break this fucking habit of dreaming of what will never be.

Last updated March 10, 2020