Off in Current Events

It’s weird to say that I have the day off. I just had eleven months off. I think that I’m going to get a haircut. I have only been making purchases of things that I need. Strictly! Come payday I can “splurge” and buy new socks. All mine have holes. I want a new razor cartridge, I’ve been needing to replace mine for months. My car needs an oil change and new breaks. It probably needs more. I’ll have to find a new auto shop near my work. That’s another thing! I’m not trying to cleave to my old routines. That will stress me out. It’s been an adventure trying to create new ones. My old auto shop was near my old work. It was easy to just drop it off and them pick it up on my break. I could sort of trust them. Canadian Tire is the closest but their prices are criminal. I cringe.

A lot of my coworkers just complain the whole time. It’s not cute. A bunch of new ones were introduced yesterday and one of them was a fuckboy. Is that even what they’re called now? It’s not fair that I feel like I already know everything about him just because of the way he walks and talks etc. He’s a straight white male and I have a lot of deprogramming to do because that shouldn’t feel like a threat to me anymore. He puffs out and walks around like he’s better than the place. My inner empath was making me feel that was he was feeling lost. That he was trying to sus out a “pack” of bros. He succeeded by the end of the day. It’s not a big deal. I just hate the whispering and giggling as they talk trash about the place and coworkers but to your face, he is a sweet as sin. They kept trying to drag me into that but I don’t like talking about people when they’re not there. The part that annoys me is that I am smitten! Not even smitten, just straight up hot for him. lol why am I attracted to trouble? Is this a primal omg he’s the alpha I need him to give me strong babies instinct? lol He gives me Roarke vibes. This won’t be a problem. It made me cave and use porn when I got home though. Oops! These meds are supposed to kill my libido, that would be nice. However, it’s the opposite. I ain’t got time for boy trouble. That’s been the bane of my existence. Just as things get good… along comes a troubled boy for me to save. But not today seitan!

The coronavirus has hit my city. I don’t have media so I don’t know anything about it. I think I finally tuned into this a couple of days ago. Our managers broke the news to us and then showed us how to wash our hands and yatta yatta etc etc. If we all just listen to scientists and do as they recommend we will be fine. What does my city do? Stock up on toilet paper! Almost every major store is out lol. That’s hilarious.

I was looking forward to Corey Feldman’s documentary yesterday but it was hacked! Long story short, he has been talking about children being raped in the entertainment industry for years. He’s been wanting to release the names of the predators! A lot of them are still working! When he wrote his book the publishers naturally made him change the names. So now he sourced this documentary himself and insured it and is finally ready to expose Hollywood. It was going to stream live worldwide but it was hacked 15 minutes in and stopped. Nooooo. Charlie Sheen was the only name that was dropped so far. This attack just makes his story feel more real.

Anyways, I’m going to find something to do now. Ta!