The magician, 4 of wands-r, Page of cups in tarot journey

Past:
The Magician
Still, diplomacy, address, sickness, pain, loss, disaster, self-confidence, will, the querent himself (if male).
Reversed: Physician, Magus, mental illness, disgrace, disquiet.

Present
Four of wands
From the four great staves planted in the foreground there is a great garland suspended, two female figures uplift nosegays and at their side a bridge over a moat, leading to an old manorial house.
Divinatory meaning: The are for once almost on the surface- country life, repose, concord, harmony, prosperity, peace, and perfected work of these.
Reversed: The meaning remains unaltered- increase, felicity, beauty, embellishment.

Future:
Page of Cups
A fair, pleasing, somewhat effeminate Page, of studious and intent aspect, contemplates a fish rising from a cup to look at him.
Divinatory meaning: Fair young man, one impelled to render service and with whom the Querent will be connected, a studious youth, news, message, application, reflection, meditation-also, these things directed towards business.
Reversed: Taste, inclination, attachment, seduction, deception, artifice.

Past:… For sure loss.... with Meniere’s I’ve lost a lot of things.... like quiet… it’s never quiet (bad morning sorry)
Present: Peace would be nice
Future: these things also in business.... huh.... again business in future… this seems to happen a lot.